#INSPIRE

Past

Don't you hate it when your past mistakes come back to haunt you, and tell you you're not good enough?

I have a past.

I hate my past.

Don't you hate it when your past makes you feel like nothing will ever get better?

My past where I talked about someone behind their back, and they hated me ever since.

Don't you hate it when your past makes you feel stupid?

My past where I did things I'd rather not say, for fear of getting this book put to Mature.

Don't you hate it when you can't undo your past?

My past where I was depressed for two years, and anxious for three. My past where I cut with a razor everywhere on my skin.

Don't you hate it when your past can never be put behind you?

Many haven't forgiven me for my past. To be honest, I wouldn't forgive me either.

Don't you hate it when your past becomes a part of you?

Now, my past haunts me. Now, my past makes me cry myself to sleep at night, wishing I could change it, so I could change my future. Now, my past is my label.

The depressed, suicidal girl who cut one year, and ruined a relationship the next. The girl who did things she shouldn't have. The girl...

...Who's life was ruined because of one simple mistake.