I use puns and jokes to hide my depression and anxiety.
It's not funny.
When I tell them, other people laugh. I don't.
My laugh is fake.
It's not funny.
People think I'm hilarious, they think it's just my personality. Sometimes it is. Most of the time, it's not.
It's not funny.
I'm just really anxious, or I'm really depressed that day. Some days, I'm even suicidal still. (It's just a thought, though. The thought disappears after like two seconds. Don't get worried Abbster!!)
It's not funny.
I just use puns so people won't worry about me. So I might just seem cool to people. So I might seem real.
It's not funny.
However...
Once in a while, there is a sincere pun. A sincere joke where I actually laugh. Where I'm actually acting like myself, and I'm not pretending.
Those have become more frequent.
And it's hilarious.
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#INSPIRE
DiversosThis book is my story. So, it's not very pretty. It's kinda ugly actually. This is about my recovery process, and how I'm defeating my anxiety and depression. There's some poems, letters to myself, life stories, songs, depressing stories, inspiratio...
