#INSPIRE

Alone

(I was gonna write about how alone I feel at the moment, but I just remembered this song and I wanted to put it in here. I was obsessed with it last year, and it reminds me of good memories with my friends. Anyways, onto what I was going to talk about!)

I find myself sitting in my room alone a lot of the time. Not exactly because I'm "emo", but because I feel alone.

Sure, I technically have people that I can TALK to, but either they are not reliable, they aren't THERE (most of the time) or I just don't really trust them enough to tell them EVERYTHING.

I used to have so many people to talk to. I used to be surrounded by a huge support group with all of my friends and family.

They got busy, though. One after another, they got lives. Leaving me in the dust.

I'm not mad. I'm not incredibly upset, either. I'm just finding it harder and harder to trust people.

Sometimes, when I actually DO get the courage to vent to someone, they get annoyed. They act like they have better things to do than listen to me vent. They also sometimes like to criticize me on what I do, and how I look.

Either that, or they actually care. The latter hasn't happened very often recently.

Again, I'm not complaining. People could get that mixed up. I'm just explaining my feelings.

I know that I'm not alone. I know that I have people that I can turn to, people I can trust. It's just sometimes hard to convince myself that I WON'T hurt myself again by opening up. (Not physically, but emotionally.)

I also know that I have my very supportive fans and supporters on Wattpad. No, I won't even call you guys supporters. You guys are all my BESTIES, every last one of you.

I feel alone right now, but I know that this feeling is only temporary. I'll get through this loneliness soon enough.

Thank you for your ongoing support! Peace!~