This book is my story. So, it's not very pretty. It's kinda ugly actually. This is about my recovery process, and how I'm defeating my anxiety and depression.
There's some poems, letters to myself, life stories, songs, depressing stories, inspiratio...
I really don't want to go back. I don't know if I'm gonna survive. I have almost no friends, no redeeming qualities, and no self esteem.
Perfect recipe for a sadness cake.
I just...I don't know what this year is gonna bring. Last year really wasn't the best for me. I cut myself, became suicidal, and even went to all day programming for a month.
I hope this year will be better. I PRAY this year will be better...
Also! I'm thinking about auditioning for one of the high school musicals? (NOT HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL GOD THAT THING CAN BURN IN HELL WHERE IT BELONGS) but maybe...something? I dunno.
I would be really good as Eliza or Angelica from Hamilton, Jeremy or Christine from BMC, Zoey from DEH, or Martha from Heathers. At least, I wish I was.
I may just seem like an emo, cringy, anti social weirdo with her headphones in, but I really want to make some friends this year. I want to get CONFIDENCE!
Maybe I will. I hope I do.
Here, have some memes.
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