Do you know that feeling of realization when you figure out that you've fallen in love again?
First, you're afraid. Your last heartbreak totally crushed you, and now you're just repeating the cycle. You're just going to ruin it all again.
Then, you feel like an anime fangirl. You get flustered when you think of this person, and you turn to mush whenever you're near them. It's a new feeling that you haven't felt in a long time, and it's very comforting.
Then, you feel...happy. When you're like me, and you don't feel happiness very often, when you find the person that makes you happy, you just get...well...happy.
I think I had that feeling of realization today. It kinda scared me, I'm not gonna lie, but then it felt...nice. Also exciting.
I don't know how this is gonna turn out. I don't know if he'll break up with me, or I'll break up with him, or whatever.
I made the mistake in my last relationship of constantly worrying about when it would end. This time, I'm gonna try and just enjoy it while it lasts. Maybe it might last forever, I don't know. (I hope it does)
So, if you're in a relationship, enjoy it. Love the other person with all of your heart, soul, and mind. That's the best thing to do.
I think I kind of love this guy, and I hope he loves me as well.
PEACE!~
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