The title is pathetic, I know.
Lately, I've hated myself so much. I've felt so alone, even if God is supposedly on my side.
This week has been the worst week of my life. People bullied me, I've been stressed out with homework, my friends have lives now, and it feels like everything has left without me.
Without anything to make me happy, I've had more time to self reflect.
Remember all of those hateful thoughts towards myself? Well, they're back. They've been back, I just haven't told anyone.
They've been building up for weeks, and I felt like I had no one to talk to about them.
My anxiety has been getting worse and worse, every day full of fear.
I actually wanted to die today.
I feel so alone. I hate myself so much. I'm so stupid for thinking I was ever worth anything. I'm so stupid to think that I would ever get better.
They were all right. I really am a stupid potato.
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#INSPIRE
RandomThis book is my story. So, it's not very pretty. It's kinda ugly actually. This is about my recovery process, and how I'm defeating my anxiety and depression. There's some poems, letters to myself, life stories, songs, depressing stories, inspiratio...
