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♥Surrogate(Dangerous/HIStory Era)-Part Four♥

"I'm sorry (Y/N), you've had a miscarriage," 

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The words you'd just heard shattered your heart into a million pieces. You felt empty and void immediately, as if something had be ripped out of you. Your gaze slowly traveled to Michael's devastated face and you began to tear up.

You understood how it may have felt for him because that was his baby after all. 

"I'll...give you two some space," the doctor says as he walks out with a grim expression.

"I'm so sorry," you whisper as the doctor walks out and closes the door behind him. "I wish I'd been more careful,"

"No," Michael says quietly as he holds your hand. "It's not your fault," he shakes his head. "Things like this happen,"

"Well it shouldn't have," you close your eyes and begin to cry. "I was a mother and I failed to keep my baby safe,"

"You didn't fail (Y/N)...don't say that," Michael whispers as he uses his other hand to caress your hair gently.

"I did," you sigh. "I'm sorry for letting you down as well. I'll leave as soon as I can," you choke back a few sobs that threaten to overtake you.

"Leave?" he asks with a frown. "What do you mean?"

"I'll leave Neverland once I'm discharged. You wouldn't want me to be a surrogate for your baby now," you shake your head.

"(Y/N)..." he trails off as he thinks. "That's not what I want. I don't want you to leave," he says finally.

"Yeah but-" you pause as you stare at him in confusion.

"I've grown fond of you and..." he breathes. "I'd really like my baby to have your characteristics," he grimaces a little. "Now that I've said that out loud..I realize that it sounds very weird,"

You giggle slightly. "Well...if that's what you want..." you look at him intently.

"It is what I want," he nods. 

"Then we'll have to try again..." you bite your lip slightly.

"Ah..yes," he raises his eyebrows in understanding. "But we'll have to wait a while, of course," he blushes lightly and you look away.

"Yeah," you say quietly.

"Well Miss (Y/LN)...you're free to go now," the doctor's voice startles the both of you as he enters suddenly. "You'll just have to take lots of rest for the next month,"

"Oh.." you smile softly. "Okay then.."

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You breathe heavily as you lay next to Michael - who is breathing quite rapidly as well. You cover yourselves with the blanket and you close your eyes.

"We were supposed to wait..." Michael whispers quietly and you giggle a little.

"Yeah, I think we got a little carried away," you say shyly and he turns to face you. 

You open your eyes and look at him.

"How do you feel?" he asks you softly and you blush.

"I probably shouldn't answer that question...considering.." you trail off and he nods. 

"Ah..." he responds softly and the two of you lay there awkwardly.

"So..." you tap your fingers on your chest nonchalantly.