❥𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 || 𝑀𝐽 𝐼𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠 /𝒞ℴ𝓂𝓅𝓁ℯ𝓉ℯ𝒹 /❥•

♥Suicide(Bad Era)-Part Two♥

You.

I walk through the familiar halls again and brush my fingers along the beautifully decorated walls, sighing at the feeling that I get.

My long hair falls behind me as my long black dress moves with my steps gracefully. 

I was given one last chance to see my one true love.

One last chance to say goodbye to him properly.

I relish the feeling of being in this house.

This will be the last time I'll ever be here again.

I walk slowly until I reach my intended destination. The door is a little open so I push it gently to see Michael with his head buried in his arms, crying.

My heart sinks at the thought of him being miserable without me but- there really isn't much I can do. 

I walk into the room slowly, gently closing the door behind me. His head snaps up and he turns around as his eyes widen like he's seen a ghost.

Well technically, he's standing in front of one.

"(Y/N)?..." he whispers in shock as he sees my form.

"Michael," I smile softly and he shakes his head.

"No," he mutters to himself. "This can't be real,"

"It is real Michael," I say gently, approaching him. "I'm here one last time. To say goodbye," 

He looks at me with uncertain eyes.

I can tell that he wants to believe that it's really me but at the same time, he doubts it because of logic.

He'd always been a smart man.

"It's....you?" he begins to sob again as I nod.

"Yeah," I smile. "It's me," I tuck a loose strand of my hair behind my ear and smile in a way I usually did when I was shy.

By that motion, Michael instantly believes that it's me.

He always knew me so well.

"(Y/N)," he whispers as he walks up to me slowly. "I.." he shakes his head in disbelief and I run up to hug him.

I wrap my arms around his neck, taking in the moment for it will be the last of its kind with him. I feel his arms wrap around me, pulling me ever so close into him. 

It felt like he never wanted to let go....and I honestly never want him to.

But I know my limits.

I'm only here to see him one last time.

"I miss you...so much," he whispers into my hair. "I can't do this without you,"

"Michael," I smile as I unwillingly pull away from him to look into his sad eyes. "You can. Remember, you're amazing. Don't let all of that go to waste just because of the trials in your life now," 

"Why did you go?" he whispers as he breaks into another sob. 

"I didn't want to," I shrug lightly. "But I guess it was my time," 

"Who did this to you?" he shakes his head in disbelief as he continues to sob.

"Nobody Michael," I shake my head as I bring my hands up to cup his face. "It was my silly mistake,"

His eyes look into mine with deep sadness and I desperately want to tell him that I'm back with him to stay forever.

But like I've said before, I know my limits.

"I was just at the wrong place and at the wrong time," I smile sadly as I wipe away his tears with my thumb.

"I miss you so much," he whispers as he continues to shake his head. "So much,"

"I miss you too," I say softly and he sets his hands on my waist firmly. 

"I don't want to live without you," he says softly through his sobs. "I can't live without you,"

"You have to be strong," I say, scolding myself inwardly not to cry. "Be strong for me. Be strong for Adeia,"

"Adeia?" he frowns at me slightly and I nod.

"Our baby. It was going to be a girl," I say with a sad smile. "And 'Adeia' is Greek for 'leave',"

He sobs even harder as he shakes his head in complete disbelief.

"I can't believe I've lost you," he manages. "I love you so much,"

"You haven't lost me Michael," I urge him to look into my eyes. "I'll always be here," I touch the left side of his chest gently. "I'll always be there to guide you and help you make better decisions. A guardian angel, if you will," I smile. "And so will Adeia,"

He shakes his head as he continues to sob. 

"And," I struggle a little. "I want you to move on,"

I see him shake his head even more vigorously as his sobbing becomes more intense.

"Listen," I caress his face gently. "I want you to move on. Close this chapter in your life and start a new one. After tonight, I want you to leave me in the past and look ahead to your future," 

"Never," he whispers frantically. "I can never do that,"

"You have to," I say, urging him to focus on me once more. "Do it for me. I remember,"  I breathe a little before continuing. "You used to tell me that you could never deny me. You always said that I was your weakness,"

He nods in confirmation to that statement and I smile while wiping away the fresh tears from his face.

"Then don't deny me now Michael," I whisper softly as he cries harder. "Let me go,"

"I can't," he cries. "I just can't,"

"You can," it gets harder to contain my tears by the minute. "Because I'll always be in your heart to help you. I'll never leave. I promise,"

"No one will ever be like you (Y/N)," he sighs sadly. "No matter how hard I look,"

"Then...settle," I attempt a joke but fail miserably.

He continues to sob and I don't know how to make it better.

"Listen," I make my voice strong as I cup his face, bringing his eyes to meet mine. "You're going to get through this okay? You're going to wake up tomorrow and realize that even though Adeia and I are not here physically, we're always in your heart. Every time you perform or receive an award, just know that we're sitting right across you - cheering you on. We're always there. There will never be a moment that you're without us," 

"Please," he begs sadly.

"I have to go Michael, dawn is almost breaking. I'll never see you again like this but I promise I'll always be in your heart," I say with tears in my eyes. "I love you," I whisper one last time as I hug him.

I feel his arms wrap around me firmly and I sigh as I close my eyes - knowing fully well that when he wakes up tomorrow morning; he'll think it was all a dream.

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Yes. That sucked.

I'm sorry :(

I hope you found it interesting though and do feel free to leave me a comment or a message letting me know what ya thought.🌈

Keep dreaming and keep being you!🦄

Peace!

Love, Flower🌸

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