❥𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 || 𝑀𝐽 𝐼𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠 /𝒞ℴ𝓂𝓅𝓁ℯ𝓉ℯ𝒹 /❥•

∘❤Sarey33❤∘

So this is for one of my best friends on Wattpad - one of because I have a few who have been amazing to the highest degree.

But this time, Sarey33..this is for you.

You're beautiful, did you know that?

You're wonderful, did you know what?

You're a gift, did you know that?

I know you'll deny it - you'll say that you're not but I want to tell you something. You see, since I believe in God, I'm going to use him as sort of a focus point in whatever I say from here onward.

I know it's hard and I know many a time you're left wondering...why you. Why were you chosen to experience what you do and what purpose do you have.

It's troubling, yes. And being confused is utterly disconcerting, yes.

But you are more than the hurt you're experiencing. You've been made with extraordinary gifts that are made for bigger quantifiable aspects of your life as opposed to the hurt you're feeling.

I know that you cry randomly and that it makes you unhappy - but I believe that that's your heart's way of telling you what an extreme ability to feel without knowing.

Your heart perhaps feels things that brain hasn't registered yet - and that, for me, is one of the most unique gifts in the whole wide world.

And yes, when people tell you to just 'be strong' and 'keep fighting', it does nothing to change the way your heart feels - and I'm sorry that I can't be of any help.

But the truth is...maybe the sort of hurt you're feeling isn't meant to be appeased by human words. It's bigger than that - and you have to believe that God will provide you with redemption...you just need to keep the faith.

Like Michael, you're a warrior - you're resilient despite the fact that it hurts a lot. 

And you need to believe that.

The one thing I'll ask you to do though:

If you're sad, just cry it out.

If you're feeling hopeless, just crawl into a ball and breathe.

If you're feeling depressed, do what makes you feel the most calm.

Don't do what society expects you to do when you're feeling that way.

Yes, maybe doing something you want may not be the best thing at that point due to bad ideas but honestly...we need to make mistakes as humans to learn about our own heart.

You need to let yourself live and learn and just....take time to get to know what your heart truly wants.

And once you've found it - fight for it.

Fight for what your heart desires because God put it there for a reason.

I know my words don't mean much but I want you to know that I love you okay?

Heal your heart first before anything else.

Love,

Isha.

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