Laura and Luke[in editing]

Is it over?

it had been a week and charlotte and me had barley seen the boys. Luke and jai had tried calling and texting but charlotte and me didn't want to reply. Charlotte was miserable and I was just being slack.

I sat in my bedroom thinking if I should contact Luke and see if he wanted to meet up so we could talk.

I pulled my phone out before dialing his number and calling where it went straight to voice mail

I continued to sit on my bed until I got off my ass and had a shower, cleaning myself up so I could go visit Luke

I blow dried my hair, straightening it and putting it up in a high ponytail.

walking into my wardrobe I got dressed wearing floral pattern, dress that met the length of my mid-thigh and black leather healed sandals.

"where are you going? " Charlotte asked as she stood in the hall wearing a blue and white striped dress that went to her knees, her hair half up half down curled, her makeup done, she was also wearing her set of white leather healed sandals.

"Out" Charlotte replied as she fidgeted with her phone

"where are you going?" Charlotte questioned

"Out" I said as we both gave each other a questioned thought before I walked down stairs.

"I'm taking the car" I said to Charlotte as I grab the keys i then made my way outside to ward the car before hopping in and reversing out the drive.

I wasn't going to message luke and tell him I was on my way because it was a surprise and I had been a horrible girlfriend, not replying to him.

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As I pulled into his driveway I began questioning my choice, did I go back home?

I forced myself out the car and up to the front door before using my knuckles to knock on the door

I waited a while before knocking for a second time, hearing a male voice telling me to wait and be patient.

I waited a little bit longer before the door opened to reveal Luke looking tired

"Hey" I said as I smiled realizing how much I had missed Luke

"Hi" Luke said bluntly as he rubbed the back of his head

"I'm sorry" I said as I taken a step closer

"Come in" Luke said as I made my way passed him and going into the living room.

"Oh hey Laura" Beau said as he sat down on the lounge

"Hey Beau, what's up?" I asked as Luke went off toward his bedroom

"Nothing much, maybe you should go follow Luke I think he has something for you" Beau replied as I left the room and went to Luke and Jais bedroom

"Laura hello darling" Gina said as she gave me a hug

"Hey Gina" I said

"I won't stop you, I have to go out. have fun" Gina said as we parted before I went into Luke's room

"Why did you finally decide to see me?" Luke asked as I sat on his desk chair

"because I realized that I was being stupid and there was no reason why I hadn't talked to you" I replied "Thats why im sorry luke" I stated

"Laura, this is how we ended our relationship the first time, are you breaking up with me?" Luke asked beginning to get angry and upset

"no luke, Im actually sorry" I replied as I began getting tears in my eyes

"Highly doubt that Laura, maybe we should go on a longer break." Luke stated as a tear rolled down my cheek, while Luke raised his voice

"everything okay here?" Beau asked as he stood in the doorway

"no maybe I should leave" I said as I got up and ran passed beau before leaving the house and bursting into tears as I hopped in the car before leaving the driveway.

I cried as I drove around, making my way to a McDonald's drive thru ordering a Big Mac, medium fries and large coke.

I continued driving around eating my meal, starting to feel sick from the amount I'd eaten.

I pulled into a car park and pulled out my phone before tweeting

Why me? Then putting down my phone and switching off the car. I then put my seat back a little bit before resting against the seat and crying my eyes out.