How Could I Have Known? (A Josh Ramsay Fan Fiction)

Part XXXI

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I bit my lip as Josh laid me down on my bed. How slow was he going to take it? I was ready to rip his clothes off. “I’m going to make you beg.” He said in a low growl. “What?” I exclaimed as he bit down on my neck a little harder than usual, but I wasn’t complaining. My breath came out in short and jagged puffs; I couldn’t control it. Josh really had me turned on. He pinned my hands above my head and looked me in the eyes. “I said, I am going to make you beg.” A small smile spread across his face before his lips pressed to mine. Soft little circles were made between our mouths and if it wasn’t for his hands pinning mine they would be all over his body.

After peeling my shirt off Josh took his tie and bound my hands together and then to the bed frame. I whimpered, “What are you doing?” “Just having a little fun with you.” He winked. A weak smile spread across my face. “Don’t worry, babe, if you want me to stop, just say so, okay?” I nodded my head shortly before he kissed my lips softly once more. He left open mouthed kisses on my neck and others that I’m sure would leave hickeys. One of his hands ran down my stomach and in between my legs, I arched my back at the vibes that moved through my entire being. Josh’s hands traced back up to my chest and massaged over my breasts that were still covered by my bra. “Please.” I whispered breathlessly. “Please what?” He asked with lust in his voice. “I… I-uh…” trying to spit out my words was harder than I thought with everything that he was doing to me. I couldn’t find my thoughts but I knew one thing. Everything Josh was doing was unbelievable. His chuckle brought me back and then he unhooked my bra from the front and went to work with his mouth. I couldn’t count the number of moans that left my mouth. Each one was more powerful than the previous one especially when my flesh came in contact with his piercing or teeth. All I felt was bliss. He licked the sensitive part of my breast and blew cold air on it. “Josh!” I hissed throwing my head back allowing him to bite on my neck. “Ow!” I let out silently. “Ow?” He asked coming up to meet my eyes. “Did I hurt you?” I pursed my lips together. “Just…a little.” I whispered. “I’m sorry.” Josh said in a low voice and kissed my lips. We just kissed for a while and then he got rough again. Sometimes it hurt but felt great immediately after. My hands were still tied to the headboard of my bed so I was helpless. I was completely naked under him now and squirming from every touch. “Please…” I moaned. “Please, what?” he questioned seductively. “I-I don’t know. Just please.” I answered. Josh attacked my neck with his teeth again making me arch my back and then trailed his fingers down my stomach. “Josh!” I yelped as he pushed into me slowly. “It’s alright. Just relax.” He said before covering my lips with his. I pleasurably moaned against his mouth making him press his fingers farther into me. I broke the kiss leaning my head back against my pillows and letting out broken breaths. “Okay… Okay… Please!” I said between huffs of breath. Slowly Josh stopped moving his fingers in me and brought them to his mouth. “You taste amazing.” He growled in my ear. “Please, haven’t I had enough?” I asked. “I don’t know. Have you?” Josh whispered in my ear then sucked on my breast. The jagged breaths began again and the bliss took over.

I felt Josh’s lips move down my stomach to my thighs. “What are you doing?!” I yelped. “Sh, just relax.” I closed my eyes and felt his tongue where his fingers were just a minute ago. “No!” I cried. He looked at me. “No?” He asked with concern knitted on his face. I opened my mouth but nothing came out. “Are you sure? It will feel good.” Josh said trying to convince me. “No, it’s alright.” I spoke fast. “Alright. Let me know if you want to later.” Josh said as he positioned himself above me; his member grazing my entrance make me beg for more, “Oh…Please?” I let escape. “Please what?” He teased. “You know! Just…Please.” I said again. He pressed into me gently and I arched my back trying to get him into me. “I have no idea what you are talking about.” He whispered pulling away slightly. I was frustrated, he has been teasing me all this time! Was this what he was talking about earlier? “Ugh, Josh!?” “Yes?” He answered against the skin on my neck. “What are you doing?” I breathed as he tweaked my breast. “Making you beg.” “Uugghh…” I groaned. “Stop it!”

He didn’t stop toying with me. He’d give me hope then take it away and I was so frustrated yet so turned on. After ten minutes I gave up. “Just untie me.” I said flatly. “Mm, no.” He chuckled planting a kiss on my lips. “Wh-what?” I asked angrily. “Why not?” I finished. Just then he pushed into me ever so slightly which made me bite my lip. “Say you want me.” He whispered. “Josh, please!” I cried. “Say it!” He said louder, then bit my neck. I groaned. “I… I want you.” I said in a small voice.” “Good girl.” He smiled against my skin then rewarded me by pushing himself inside of me. I moaned. He pulled out and stopped. “No.” I bit my lip as he licked over my chest. “Please! I want you! I want you so bad right now. I need you.” I was done with his teasing. I couldn’t stand it anymore, I really needed him. “You’re a bad girl, you know that?” I gasped at his comment, and when I tried to call him out he forced into me again; wracking my body. I let out the loudest groan I ever made. I never knew I could get that loud. Josh covered my mouth with his and played with my tongue. I tried to keep the kiss smooth but with him inside me it was quite hard. My breathing picked up enormously and I felt the muscles in my lower stomach tighten. “Oh… J-Josh!” I exclaimed. That was it; I reached my high point and soon he followed collapsing on my body. I kept tightening around him and he pulled out then pushed in once more ever so slowly forcing me to hiss his name. “You are so beautiful and sexy.” He got out between breaths. My cheeks fired up and I wanted to shut him up and yell at him for infuriating me but he just crushed his lips to mine for a good minute. Josh was still inside me and right before his pulled out his hips grinded against mine one last time and he dropped next to me on my bed. The sheets tickled my body and I felt Josh’s warmth against my back. I still wanted to tell him off, but I was so worn out that I just let his breathing lull me to sleep. Right before my eyes shut I heard him, “Happy birthday beautiful, I love you.”