A Game Called "Love"

Chapter 43

Chapter 43: Diversion ♤

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Yhannie's POV

Ang tagal na din nung umalis si Trisha pero hanggang ngayon wala parin kame sa ayos.

Hindi naman sa nagiiwasan kami pero sadya lang talagang hindi kami magkatinginan ng diretso sa mata.

Si Zhea naman... hayst, hindi ko alam kung ano nnagyare pero ang distant na nya sakin.

Paano ko ba naman kasi ieexplain ito?

Love triangle ba o square?

Kase kung titignan mo, ako, si Zion, si Zhea, tsaka si Cyrus edi square nga apat kami eh.

Sabihin nating ganito ang pangyayari.

Zion was my first love.

I am his first love too.

Zhea is my sister.

Zion liked Zhea and then he met me.

I was a bit late but still.

Sino ang pipiliin mo kung ikaw yun?

And at that nalaman mo pa na ako pala ung first love mo.

And I still love him.

But I also love my sister.

How am I supposed to choose between them?

Can't there be a way to choose both of them?

But the real question is, do Zion still love me?

I mean ako sure I still love him even before I knew he was my first love.

But does he still love me?

I know he's also confused.

Siguro nga napagkamalan nyang si Zhea ang first love nya kaya sya nagkaganon pero pano na ngayong alam na nyang ako ung first love nya?

Why do I even have this feelings for Zion anyway? Hindi ba pwedeng maging masaya nalang kaming magkapatid? Ung walang pinagaawayan na kahit ano? Lalo na kung tungkol sa lalaki lang naman?

Cyrus' POV

When you love someone it hurts. You feel a speck of joy when you're with her but still, the majority hurts.

Even just looking at her hurts.

And what you need is a diversion.

An illusion that would make you forget the pain and suffering.

Something that could make you happy and out of this world.

But no, I am not talking about alcohol.

I am talking about her.

Maybe that something can be someone too right?

"Zhea how are you feeling?"

"Not good I guess. Sino ba naman kaya ang magiging masaya sa mga nangyayari"

"Sabagay"

I feel guilty for some reason.

Am I sinning if I told you that I see her as Yhannie?

And I'm fvcking happy being able to sit beside her?

Well, fvck me I can't control these feelings.

"But sitting here with you and the view of the school makes me feel lighter" She said as she drank straight that can of Coca-Cola.

Tinignan ko lang sya sa mata, thinking what if I loved her first instead of Yhannie?