Geekless Love (Book 1)

February 3rd, 2017

7:52 am

The sting that was left on my face was hurting so bad. It was thumping and I couldn't think straight. Why? What have I done now to be slapped probably in front of half the kids in our school? I was just too angry and I wanted to hurt her and that smudged look on her face, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. It just wasn't me. I stood up and picked up my books. Veronica came down on the ground and looked at me in my face. Her eyes were so cold, that's the kind of person you wouldn't describe as a human.

"Listen Miss. Taytum Jase, but you might think you're one of us, but you'll never be anything like us. That means you shouldn't be socializing to people that are us. That includes Max. Once I have him wrapped around my finger, he'll realize that you were a mistake to talk to. I don't understand why you won't get it through that narrow ass skull of yours. No one wants your pathetic ass so stop trying to be so desperate. If you want a guy sooo badly, go after the janitor. He probably hasn't had sex in like two years. So make it worth his while." People started laughing. Veronica knocked the books out of my hand again. "Oops, you dropped something."

I looked at her with hatred in my eyes. I wanted to spit into her face, but by time I was ready, she walked away with her stuck up minions.

"Good job recording that shit man. That was sick." I turned my head to see Tyler laughing it off as he saw me looking at him. "What you looking at doll face? Want me to help you with those books?"

I grabbed my things getting ready to leave. Tyler came up behind me and held me to the locker.

"Better watch what you doing, doll face because if you don't, your face won't be the only thing that'll be slapped." He laughed and went to catch up with Veronica.

As I was holding my belongings, I started crying. Man I'm so stupid. Why couldn't I defend myself? That's what you call a pussy, but I can't help it. I don't even know whether to be worried or not.

Standing outside of Mrs. Rain's door, I wiped my face with my white cardigan. I opened the door and walked inside. It was utterly silent. Why was everyone staring at me? Half of them were probably there watching me be abused and tossed around.

"That's the girl that let Veronica slap the shit out of her. This video is going viral." One of the soccer players yelled out as I went to take a seat.

Fuck...the video is viral? Fucking Tyler and his fucking friend. Just as I wanted this day to go so good, its the opposite. I didn't know what to do. This was going way to far. I looked at Mrs. Rain pleadingly for help. I mean I knew these teachers wouldn't do anything, but I didn't need this. I didn't need it at all.

"Ok class enough, leave Miss. Jase alone and study. We have a test in ten minutes, so get to the studying." She glanced at me before readying the test.

I opened my calculus book and started reading over it. I was very confident about the test this morning when I woke up, but now its like I don't even know if I can do it. My face still hurts like hell, in plus she was wearing her nails which probably left a mark. I tried to focus again and tried to stop thinking about what had happened ten minutes ago. Looking over the problems, I tried memorizing it. Figuring out corners and detours to solve the problems. That's how hard I tried my damndest to get A's on every test.

Ten minutes was up and it was time to get this test over. Mrs. Rain passed out the papers, and as she came towards me, she asked if I was ok. I told her I was fine and she handed me my paper. Once the time was started, I began solving the problems, but I wasn't focused because my hand wouldn't stop shaking. I was just too scared. All of a sudden, I didn't feel any confidence anymore. It felt as if I wasn't getting enough air to breathe or my body was numb, and that I needed to leave.