I exist I exist I exist

Idk?

So Saturday I went to my friend Gabi's birthday party at the renaissance festival and I was really worried about me feeling left out the whole time because I only knew gabi and Cynthia. When we were there I talked to more people and now I think I'm friends with them?

I've been talking to Cynthia's boyfriend and a boy named James on Snapchat ever since we've left and it's pretty nice.

I still feel sad for some reason?

Idk I get sad a lot recently. I think Cynthia's the only one who notices tbh, she's always asking if I'm okay when I zone out and go into Sad World™️

I'm not gonna tell her that I'm not ok tho lol gotta hide it

I don't know, sometimes I feel like there's nothing good ahead of me, like this is all I get.

Why does everyone confuse my name with Isabel? It's Isabella 😭