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I made my bed and I really like how it looks. My mom got me an Alexa thing so I can play cavetown on speaker and not headphones so yay. I feel kinda sad. Like I felt happy for a bit then someone said something and it wasn't even mean but it made me want to disappear.
A lot of my friends make fun of me. They don't mean to be mean, but idk it hurts my feelings. I just gotta laugh it off and make some jokes and be weird because that's just who I am to them. I want to be a different kind of friend to people, but I'm stuck as the weird one who is easy to joke about. That's not what I want to be to people.
I don't know. I guess that's what it is to have a social life. It's better when I'm alone and I can just be me. It's easier to talk to people on social media, though.
I want a friend who I can just be comfortable with. I feel so uncomfortable talking to people and I just wind up being really weird. People laugh at me so I guess it's better they laugh at fake me than the real me.
Idk I just feel meh. Sad and something else but idk what. Blegh.
