I honestly don't know how to get better. I keep trying and trying and I fill everything up with positive things and try and smile and it still doesn't work. I am so angry at myself. Why can't I just cheer up?! I don't get it. I'm trying so damn hard but I'm making no progress whatsoever. I'm just hoping this will all go away when I'm not a teenager anymore.
I have nothing to be so negative about, I have a great life. First world problems, I guess. I don't know what to do to get happier. I hate being sad and tired all the time. I don't know what to do.
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RandomYeah so I don't feel comfortable writing personal things in falling anymore so I'll make this one to write out my feelings