I exist I exist I exist

Oh boy...tmi? Probably

So I'm on my period and it's been really bad, way worse than usual. Pms was a bitch and I cried and was angry and it was awful and now it's worse and my Christmas party thing I was going to have is cancelled because i couldn't control my anger last night and was disrespectful to my mom and stepdad. Usually I barely get any mood changes at all and I'm just the same as I always am so I'm hoping this is just a one time thing.

I'm cramping like a bitch too. I went home early on Wednesday and bent over to untie my shoes before I took a shower and then BAM knives in me. I fell down and screamed and cried on the floor for a good fifteen minutes I felt like I was dying, then I tried to stand up but nope body did not like that so back to the floor I went. Lol a little bit after that I felt it starting up again and I said "nope" and jumped back down on the ground and curled up to try and stop it. That was new for me, too, as I usually only get little cramps unless I'm in the car.

Im hoping this doesn't become my new normal because I will become a boy if it does.

Anyway, cavetown came out with a music video and it's amazing. I was listening to it and when it picked up I got shivers down my spine it was so beautiful. It's probably one of my new favorite songs.

I really like the gameplays of Get Over it, too. When I need to get cheered up i watch it and their suffering makes me laugh and makes me happier. Ethan's videos are my favorite so far

I love him

This poor guy

Tbh she's me, nobody's going to kiss me cuz nobody's going to catch me

SONIC ZOOM