Our Love Child | Kou x Reader

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"Kou... I-" I looked away, trying to find the words. I sighed lightly before coming back to face him. "We both know that we lost contact with each other-"

"You know what I mean." He cut me off, rolling his eyes. "That day."

*

4 years ago...

"Uh... Kou.." I started, holding my phone securely whilst hugging my pillow on my bed. "Can you come over?"

"Ah, My M-Neko chan! Sure! I'll be there in the next minute!" He replied, cheerfully, making me smile weakly. "See you then, I love you."

"Thank you... I love you too." After exchanging words, I ended the phone and looked at the long stick that was gripped by my hands. Taking a deep breath, I opened my hand, before starting at it surprised.

"Shit." I muttered, biting my lip as I buried my head in the pillows. The answer to all my recent problems was now revealed.

Why was I feeling sick lately?

Why do I get tired easily?

Why do my tastebuds taste funny from time to time?

DING!

"M-Neko chan!" I heard my boyfriend knocking on the door. I looked up before taking a deep breath, standing up to go and face him.

"I'm... C-Coming!" I ran downstairs, leaving the test on the coffee table, and open the door. My boyfriend smiled wildly as he hugged me tightly, making me freeze. "Kou..." I softly said his name, before hugging him back. He finally let go as he roughly played with my hair.

"Anyway, what up?" He asked, stepping into the house. Hurrying, I quickly grabbed the test off the table before he noticed, as he sat on the couch.

"Um... Kou..." I paused, not knowing what to do. Should I tell him? But what about his idol work? I closed my eyes, quickly deciding before looking back up at him. I think I'm already bothering him too much. "I think we should... Break up?" He looked at me surprised, having that at the last thing he would hear from me.

"W-wait. Why?" He asked standing up as he walked towards me. I walked back slowly before my back hit the wall, but he also stopped. . "I-I don't remember doing anything wrong. Did I ask something?" I folded my arms, looking down, not liking how heartbroken his tone is.

"I don't know... I just feel uneasy-"

"What's that?" I looked at him surprised, as he took the test out of my hands. I gasped, trying to take it off him which failed horribly. "You're pregnant?" I bit my lip, shaking my head.

"N-No! This is my friends." I lied, before mentally cursing. "I just feel like you pay more attention to your fans more than me... And I don't want to make you choose between us."

"What are you trying to say?" Kou said, folding his arms. I sighed, sitting down on the floor and closed my eyes. "I'm already a bother to you... I think it's best if we split up."

"..."

*

"Kou, what answer?" I frowned, trying to play dumb, but he wasn't having it.

"... You was already pregnant with Emilio when we broke up... Why didn't you tell me then?" He asked, looking sad. He had the right to be. I took 4 years of him knowing his son away from him.

"Because...." I stopped, trying to find the words, but I was too ashamed to tell the truth. Gulping slightly, I looked up at him. ".... I told you, that wasn't my test..." I said, nodding lightly.

"... Then, surely I can't be the father then." I froze, looking at him surprised as he let go of me. "We only had two unprotected night... you saying that you slept with another guy?"

"N-No!" I shook my head, not expecting this to throw back at me. "K-Kou, wait! I promise you, you are his father. I've never done... You know... With anyone else." Seeing this, he lightly smiled, knowing the answer, but still continues to pursue his questions on me.

"I don't know... I mean, if it was when we broke up, you're free to sleep with anyone, It's nothing to do with me." He said as I stomped my foot in annoyance.

"K-Kou!" He raised his eyebrows before I sighed in defeat. "... Yes I was pregnant that day. Happy?" He nodded, as he let go of me.

"For some reason, hearing that you only made love to me and no one else makes me happy." He said, poking my head. "You truly do belong to me, huh?"

"I bet you were with other girls too." I muttered, but he heard me, lifting up my chin.

"Why would I waste my time on someone that isn't you?" He asked, causing me to roll my eyes. "And... You've changed."

"C-Changed?" I looked at him confused, looking up and down at him.

He smiled. "Yeah. Usually, you were shy when I was with you." He cooed, bringing back our memories. "It was so cute."

"Stop." I looked away in embarrassment. "I never had a boyfriend, how else was I supposed to act?" I added, making me laugh. After a moment of silence, I finally looked back at him." So... You really want to be part of his life?"

"More than anything." He answered, looking at the bedroom door. "Though, I wish you didn't lie to me like that."

"I'm sorry! I didn't know what I could have said." I frowned, making him chuckle b

"Show me you're sorry.." He pushed me onto the wall. "With a kiss~" I blushed, moving my face away.

"N-No Kou... I'm not kissing you." I stuttered, making him playfully pout.

"No kisses for me..." He shook his head as I quickly shook my head, pushing him away from me.

"You do know that we should just stay as friends." I mentioned, scratching my arm lightly. "Yeah, you're my ex... But remember you're here for Emilio."

"... Yeah, I understand." He gave a sigh before, stepping away from me. "See you." He said before leaving.

I sighed as I sank down onto the ground.

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