Roadtrip Imagines BoyxBoy||COMPLETED

Imagine #44

Ayo WHAT'S GUCCI?! I'm back to writing Randy!! Dw though I'm still doing other ships but I haven't done Randy in awhile. Keep leaving request loves! X
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Third Person POV

He always told himself he wasn't good enough. He always told himself that no one loves him. He always told himself that he should just die. He always told himself that he had a horrible voice. He always asked himself...why am I still alive.

He always tells him he is perfect and every flaw of his is amazing and he keeps falling for them everyday. He always tells him that everyone loves him. He always tells him life is worth loving and it's worth every breathe. He always tells him that he has a voice of an angel maybe even a voice of a god. He always tells him every minute of the day, week, and/or hour that he is alive because he was put here on earth for a reason and nobody can tell him different.

Rye's POV

I was so relieved that he was finally asleep because it was getting quite late but getting earlier in the morning. Andy had a long night and stayed up really late before falling asleep just a few minutes ago. Andy is struggling with his mental health and I feel so bad because sometimes I feel like I'M not good enough but I know to always stay positive no matter what. I finally fall asleep when I hear very light snores coming from Andy.

That Afternoon

I woke up to the sun shining into the room making it really bright. It's a rarity that we ever get the sun in the winter months. I see that Andy is still asleep. I'm so thankful for that because he finally is getting the sleep he needs. I feel him stir as I'm watching Netflix.
"Afternoon Baby, How did you sleep?" I asked as I kissed him on the lips softly.

"Is it's really afternoon?" Andy asked rubbing his eyes.

I chuckled.

"Yes it is." I replied.

"Wow. I slept like a baby...Thank you for last night Rye. It means a lot to me." Andy said returning the kiss on my lips gently.

"Glad to here. And Andy you don't have to thank me. It's just I don't like you hurting. When you are, I'm begging you to please come to me. I don't want you cutting again. I don't want to lose you." I said kissing his temple then running my fingers through his hair.

"I'm sorry Rye." Andy said putting his head down.

"No need to be sorry love." I said as I lifted his chin up where his eyes were facing mine the kissed him once again but passionately.

"I'm just really tired and my emotions are fucked up and I'm still trying to recover from that asthma attack I had yesterday at the park." Andy said. 

"I know you are. I can tell. Just relax yourself." I said closing my laptop and pulling him closer.

"Rye...aren't you getting annoyed with me?" Andy asked as he tired to pull away.

"No. I know you like my cuddles." I said with a small chuckle.

"Oh shut up." Andy said as he accepted to come closer to me.

"Just try and relax." I said again.

"I'll try." Andy replied wrapping both arms around me and nuzzling his head into the crook of my neck more.

"I hope you know this, but I love you and I don't want you hurting so as much as you think no one is there for you I am and so are the guys. I love you Andy." I said as I kissed his head and fell asleep with him in my arms.

Sometimes when you are hurting the people closest to you will help but you just have to find it and not only let them help you but love yourself because that's the key secret into having a healthy mental life.