Roadtrip Imagines BoyxBoy||COMPLETED

Imagine #48 (Brandy)

Brooklyn's POV

"Baby....please come cuddle." I said looking up at Andy.

"No. I don't want to right now." Andy replied.

"Why? You always say yes. But all the sudden no?" I said confused.

"Just no okay? Can I not have a little time to myself. You're so god damn clingy It's annoying Brooklyn so just stop asking. In fact don't ask me for anything for awhile." Andy snapped.

I felt hot tears brim my eyes. I can't let him get to me. I can't let him get to me like other people did. I thought to myself. He's never done that to me...EVER.

I rushed out of the room and into the bathroom and began to cry. I cried so hard but I haven't cried like this since I moved here.

I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. I'm so fucking ugly it's not even funny. I now know why Andy doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. I thought we had something no one could break. I guess I thought wrong. I grabbed the razor I was hiding since I started cutting but this time this was going to be the last time I breathe. Before I could do anything I heard a soft knock then a sob at the door.

"Brooklyn...please let me in. I know what you are doing. You're cutting. You think you've hid the cuts so well but I noticed. I'm sorry that I did this to you. I don't know what I was thinking. I-I love you Brooklyn and I can't lose you. So please. Let me in." Andy chocked out before he let out another sob.

I dropped the blade and a tear slipped out. Should I? Should I let him in? I unlocked the door slowly and then crawled back to the corner I was in. Andy came in and engulfed me in a hug. I don't hug back but instead began to cry. I know he was my shoulder to cry on but at times I feel so down and I can't always go to him.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I snapped at you. I'm sorry that I made you do this to yourself. I'm sorry that I'm even in your life. I'm sorry that I'm selfish. I'm sorry that I'm not good enough." Andy stated into my shoulder.

"Y-you don't have to be sorry. I guess it's my fault. I'm sorry that I'm clingy." I said burying my face into his neck then kissing it.

We sat there in comfortable silence before I fell asleep on Andy.

Andy's POV

He had been crying for quite some time and finally I felt his body relax which means he fell asleep. I chuckled to myself because he's prone to doing that while crying to me.

I lifted him up bridal style and went to the bed room. I put him down on his bed and covered him up before kissing his forehead and going to my own bunk.

I don't know why I snapped like that. I mean I don't have a problem with him wanting to cuddle half the time. Something came over me and caused me to snap. I honestly haven't been feeling myself the last few days and I guess I was triggered by that some how. All I know is that I love Brooklyn and he is a major part of my life.

Brooklyn's POV

I woke up quickly hitting my head on the top of Andy's bunk causing him to stir.
"Why'd you do that?" Mikey asked giving me a weird look.

"No reason." I replied quickly before getting up and going to the bathroom.

I was literally about to pee myself if I didn't go.

I got done and went to the kitchen to get me something to drink. I made myself some tea and was staring out the window watching a couple pass holding hands walking down the path to the park.

I was snapped out of my trance when I get two calloused hands wrap around my waist.

I put my tea down and turned around.

"Hi." I said looking up to Andy's deep blue eyes.

"Hi." He said smiling then leaning down and kissing me on the lips gently.

"I hope you know this but I love you." Andy continued as he put his head into my neck.

"I know." I replied putting my hand on the small of his back and my other running through his hair.

"Good because I really do." Andy said kissing the side of my neck.

We stood like this for awhile before we went back into the room and cuddled on Andy's bunk. I had my arms wrapped around him and he did also and I nuzzled my face into his neck. Before I fell asleep I heard sweet nothings from Andy and felt him kiss me before I fully fell asleep.
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This was bad and I'm sorry. I'm trying to get them out but it's taking a long time.