Imagine #139 (Mack)

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Requested By fangirllingforlife , oh and I have to say something really quick.
So if you guys request something like depressing like one of the boys having anxiety just know that I AM OKAY WITH THAT! Like yes I have it myself but it doesn't really make me that uncomfortable but I just wanted to get that out there.
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Mikey Cobban
"Mikey I can't." Jack said as he practically froze.

"Jack," I said softly, "yes you can, stop thinking negative. I know it's been awhile since we've been on stage but have fun." I replied as I kissed his cheek before joining the other boys on stage.

I felt bad for Jack because his anxiety sometimes gets to him. He's progressed a lot because when he first started he was really awkward and I mean really awkward but as he's gone to more shows and he's opened up more and he's started to loosen up more which I'm happy about.

"Jack, come on." I said smiling and said it through the mic causing the fans to go a little bit crazy.

He didn't move. I felt bad pressuring him but we had to get on with the show.

I managed to get him out on stage and do the show.

Half way through I went over to him making sure he was okay.

"Baby? You Okay?" I asked softly then kissed him.

He shook his head no causing my smile to drop.

"Only one more song okay." I said reassuring him.

As I walked away he grabbed my wrist.

He shyly and I mean very shyly asked for a kiss and complied.

I mean I know the fans saw but they knew we were together.

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As we got off stage I knew jack wasn't okay still. He still looked quite pale and sweaty and that's not from being on stage.

We made it to the bus and I sat in between Jack and Rye.

"You're Okay Right?" I asked softly.

"I d-don't kn-know honestly." Jack replied as his eyes didn't met mine.

"Well, if you don't feel okay tell me." I said kissing his lips softly before covering us up with the blanket I brought from home.

Everyone and I mean everyone had fallen asleep in less then 30 minutes of going home from London.

I woke up kinda dizzy but then felt jack shaking.

I looked over and saw Jack crying.

"Babe? Baby, wake up." I said wiping his tears away.

(Oml this sucks so bad I'm sorry guys)

He sniffled before taking his head off my shoulder.

"You not okay. Tell me what wrong love." I said softly.

"It was a nightmare and plus my anxiety is high today and I'm scared and it's just I don't know Mikey." Jack replied on the verge of tears.

"Hey, hey. Calm down. It's okay just breath." I said whispering it so the boys won't wake up.

He nodded before trying his best to calm down.

"I love you and you need sleep. Go to sleep and if we get back to the flat I'll carry you." I said as I pulled him into my lap allowing him to get comfortable.

"I love you too." Jack replied wrapping his hands around my neck and falling asleep.

WoW ThIs SuCKed. I'm so sorry to the person who requested it. I know I can make it better. But I hope you at least tired to enjoy this very cringe worthy chapter. Today wasn't really a good day but tomorrow might be better...idk I've been really down...I mean what?! I didn't say that.........

Enough Rambling about those insecurities.

Nanight Guys.

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