Roadtrip Imagines BoyxBoy||COMPLETED

Imagine #65 (Brandy)

A/N: Going to attempt to make an imagine but...it might reflect on how I feel Right now.
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Brooklyn's POV

I knew that when I woke up today it was going to be another day. One of those days where you just want to stay in bed and not get up you know? Because you know It'll just cause more pain and misery. Though I can't complain because that's a life of a boy band member. No one said it was easy to be in one. Especially when you're gay, haven't come out to the boys yet, and have a crush in the oldest member. Yep...that's right I like Andy.

(HOLY FUCK! I might turn this one into a book. Delete my other one and do this one while doing the imagines book. OOF look out for that.)

I was currently just waking up to the bright sun shining into the bedroom.

I rolled over.

I forgot who's bed I was in and I quickly scrambled to get up but felt to arms wrap around my waist.

I forgot that I had fallen asleep in Andy's bed while he was out with the boys. He said I could rest here but I never intended to fall asleep and him end up being the big spoon on me.

I would've been happy but instead let out a small whimper because I knew this. There would never be a WE just me and him etc. US Would never happen and wouldn't be allowed.

I tried to nice but he wouldn't let me.

"No. Stay up here with me please. You're so warm." Andy said against my neck.

I blushed at that comment.

I still needed to get up before it made my feeling for him even deeper then they were.

I was trying to avoid Andy at all cost but when you're living with your crush that's nearly impossible.

I removed myself from his arms causing him to let out a groan because the loss of warmth he had.

I quickly got down and went to the bathroom cause I had to go pee.

Very good excuse Brooklyn.

I got done and washed up then went to the kitchen greeted by Rye.

I didn't look at him but I could tell he was observing me.

"You haven't been acting yourself...everything okay mate?" Rye asked.

'Of course he would ask this' I thought to myself while getting a tea bag down.

Might as well just tell him.

I shut the kitchen door and locked it.

"I swear you tell anyone about this then I'm done." I said in a serious monotone. It was a tone I didn't use often but he knew it was serious.

"Wow...okay. I won't tell anyone. With that tone I know it's serious. Talk." Rye replied keeping a straight face.

I sat on the counter then began to talk.

"I'm not myself. The Brooklyn you see isn't really me. I have to hide the real me because I wouldn't be accepted." I took in a breath and got ready to tell him.

"I'm gay and I like someone here. In the band." I said looking Down and putting my head in hands.

I heard him sigh.

'He hates me. I knew this would happen'  I thought to myself.

He lifted my head up with his fingers under my chin.

"I don't hate you Okay. It's you. I don't have a problem with that." Rye said wiping tears away from my cheeks.

I did a soft smile.

"Thank you Rye." I said throwing my arms around his neck and hugging him.

"When you're ready...come out to the guys. I'll be there for you. Even if they don't like it then they will have to live with it." He said breaking the hug and kissing me in the cheek.

"Don't worry. I won't tell Andy. You can do that yourself." Rye continued making me blush.

"H-how do you know?!" I asked.

"I can feel the sexual tension and then the way you guys look at each other. It's not hard." He replied taking a sip of his tea.

I smiled softly then we heard a knock on the door.

"What are you doing?" Andy asked knocking again.

"Nothing! Just having a private talk." Rye replied then unlocked and opened the door.

I saw hurt in his eyes because I was talking to Rye and not him like a usually would.

Rye walked out and and patted my shoulder and giving me a weak smile.

Andy then shut the door and locked it.

It was starting to get uncomfortable.
I mean being here in the kitchen. I sat up on the counter.

"I won't keep you long." Andy said shyly.

I smiled.

I was waiting for him to say that he likes one of the guys. I was mentally preparing myself to lose someone I love.

"I like someone...this boy who stole my heart so long ago...yea I'm gay. Only Rye, Blair and Sophie know this. And he's closer then most people think. He's so sweet and and I don't think I can handle my feelings anymore without confessing. So today this morning....I was kinda upset because I lost his touch. I miss having my arms around him and me being able to kiss the back of his neck without the others getting suspicious. I love him and I don't know how to tell him." Andy said smiling because he knew that I knew he was talking about me.

"Please tell me something. Don't be scared. I'm here." Andy continued with a worried look on his face.

"Who are you talking about?" I asked acting like I didn't know.

He did a genuine smile.

But he didn't go along with it.

"You know exactly who I'm talking about." Andy said kissing my cheek and walking out leaving me dumbfounded that he just did that.
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Part two anyone??