The First Lie// Finn Wolfhard X Reader (Completed)

Chapter 26: Go Get Him

Y/N's POV:
When I got home, Sophia and Millie were both out so I was alone. I went to my room and shut the door and just cried. I shut myself off from the world and just sobbed. I felt the tears racing down my cheeks and before they reached my jaw, I wiped them away. Why was it so hard? I was so sure about my feelings for him but I was so scared. Finn would cheat, drink, grab me. He would just completely snap and it would scare me. I didn't want to be in a relationship like that.

After crying for a bit, I got up to go clean my face in the washroom. I walked in and turned on the light and started pressing warm water against my face. It felt really nice. It got my mind cleared a bit. I got a dry towel and dried my face. When I was done, I went to my closet to find something comfortable to wear because I wanted to sleep. As I walked into the closet, my foot hit a hard object filled with something on the floor. I looked down to see the filled suitcase that I never emptied since the trip.
I never emptied it because I was too sad to even think about it. I cried almost every night for 4 months. I decided to finally empty it out because I was missing my super comfy pj's that I couldn't find because they were probably in here.

I picked up the suitcase and laid it flat on my bed. I opened the suitcase and just admired all the clothes that I've been looking for since the trip. I dug through the whole suitcase and took out all my clothes and that's when I finally made it to the bottom and found something. Something that was so important that I completely forgot about.

Flashback
I open the box, only for it to reveal a diamond studded beautiful necklace with the letter of "F" for Finn. I almost started to tear up to think how much I was in love with him.

"This is, perfect, just perfect Finn, I love it and I love you, thank you" I say, pulling him into a tight warm embrace.

"Finn, oh my god that's too much" I said while looking down at the beautiful shinning necklace.

"If it's love, there's never too much" he says making my heart melt.

Flashback over

I held the necklace so close to my heart. I was contemplating if I should put it around my neck or not. It wouldn't be so bad if I just put it on for now and took it off later. I quickly put it around my neck and held on to the 'F'. All the thoughts of Finn came flooding back.
When he made my sister the happiest girl in the world on Christmas.
When cleaned up the house after the party.
When he woke up on New Years.
A few hours ago when he saved me.

As I was just staring off into space thinking about him, Jaeden walked in and saw a tear leaving my eye.
"Y/n?" He asked worriedly.
That's when I bursted into tears.
Jaeden threw his arms around me trying to comfort me.
"I still miss him Jaeden, I still love him more than anything, I'm just so scared" I hyperventilated.
"Y/n, I get it okay, but look at you, you're broken without him, I can't see you upset like this, you're clearly still and always going to be in love with him" Jaeden said softly.
I looked up at him with my eyes still watering and his brown sparkly eyes looking back into mine.
"It's been a year, go get him y/n" he encouraged.
I gave Jaeden the biggest hug I could ever give anyone. He was always there for me. The bestest friend I could ever ask for.
I ran out the door with Jaeden closing the door behind me.
I started my car and waved Jaeden goodbye as he smiled.

I drove straight to Finn's house listening to How Would You Feel by Ed Sheeran.

I came upon Finn's house and I was so scared. I didn't know if I was making the right choice or not. But I kinda just thought about all the good laughs and memories we had together and looked down to see the F on my chest. I got out of the car and walked up his porch. I felt this sudden wave of confidence take over my body. Confidence that my love for him so true. I knocked on his door 3 times, feeling the rush go through my body.

A beautiful boy, with messy curly hair that my finger were destined to run through, brown beautiful eyes, over a million freckles that stood out and smile so bright, it could kill, opened the door.
"Y/n?" He said. I stayed quiet, just studying his face. My mind was brought back to reality when he touched the necklace around my neck.
"You kept it?" A smile on his face grew.
"How could I not?"

For some reason, tears started to form in my eyes, tears of regret and happiness. I regretted leaving him, and I just missed him. His mouth opened like he was going to say something but I shut him up by smashing my lips into his. They never wanted to leave. For a long time, I felt like something was missing, and it was this. This was the missing piece.
Finn, was the missing piece.
"I love you, Finn"
"I love you more y/n" he said pulling me into a long embrace. This felt like it could go on forever. I wanted it to go on forever.

"Please say you're mine again?" He asked softly. I wanted nothing more.

"I'm yours, always"