Dark and Wild (Book 1)

Part 4

" i miss you y/n ..so much " he said while he place the photo back to the position.
He laid his body on the bed, take a deep breath.
" i thought she didn't recognize me, she didn't remember me, but maybe this is the best for her, because now, i'm not the same Jungkook that she knew, i'm not good enough for her, I don't deserve to be close to her, you deserve a better guy " He said and buried his face on the pillow.

Y/N POV
I reached the maid's room, i open the door and step in.
I change the towel with a skinny jeans and pink shirt.
I sat on the bed, while my head trying to remember him.
" Can i reunite the happiness of Jungkook and his mother? can i fixed their relationship? " i sighed.
" i'm not sure that I can do it, with his attitude, and why I can't remember him at all, I can't remember my past with him, what kind of life that i was live with him then? " i mumble,
I was bored, I watched tv trying to get rid of my boredom, but useless, i opened my bag, took out my laptop and brought it with me to the balcony upstairs.
I walked slowly, through the door of Jungkoo's room, I wondering, what he was doing inside, I looked toward the door of his room.
" that jerk!! " I clenched my teeth and walk past his room.

I sit on the bench, put up my legs, taking a comfortable position.
I turned on my laptop and started browsing,
I searched for korean dramas, looking for k pop stuff and etc, but my boredome doesn't disappear,
I was typing on the search board,
" J U N G K O O K " without realizing, and enter it, My eyes widened as i see what i have typed, why I typed his name.
" Omg, what's wrong with my fingers? Why i typed his name? " i shouted, ruffle my hair, feel annoyed by myself.
When the screen stopped loading, instantly appeared some of Jungkook's photos.
I clicked on the picture, saw him sitting under a tree at his university, then I'm looking for another picture and open it.
I saw him taking pictures with his friends, he was hugging a girl and laughing.
" he looks so fine and happy " i said and smile.
I continued to look at other pictures of him and I smiled brightly as i looking at the photo that appeared next, I saw him as a child, he was very cute wearing a pink shirt, he smile showing his rabbit teeth.
I opened another picture, and my eyes widened instantly.
I saw his picture with a little girl, the same little girl who was in the photo in his room.
" this is... me??? " i'm gaping.
I saw, he piggy back me, while i wrapped my arms around his neck, i smile to him with my red cheek and he smile back at me.

I looked another pictures, and i saw I was slept next to him, he hugged me, I realized, the photo was taken in his room, I know it was his room, the same bed, same wallpaper.
" Omg, did I used to be this close to him? What kind of relationship that i have with him in the past? " i frowned I closed my eyes try to remember all, but i just have a blank scene in my head, i can't remember it.

Jungkook POV
I get up from the bed, and walked out from my room to take some drink.
I open the door, step out then closed the door and i heard someone's voice, i turned my head and saw a girls in the balcony.
I walked toward her slowly, I didn't want her to notice me, I saw her sitting on a bench, with her laptop on her lap, I wanted to know what she was doing.
I peeked her laptop behind the window, and I saw my childhood photos with her on the laptop screen, I smiled at how cute she was as a child
I shifted so I could see her face, I don't know why her face looks so frustrating, I heard her mumbling, she said that she didn't remember anything.
" what?? So she didn't remember me? How can she didn't remember me while I remember her, i remember everything, all about her " i frowned, my heart hurts to realized the fact that she didn't remember me at all.

Y/N POV
" what are you doing? " I heard a voice behind me, i startled by the voice.
I turned my head to see who was behind me.
" Jungkook, you startled me " i shouted, i closed my laptop, hiding it behind my back.
I don't want he know that I was looking for him on the internet.
" give it to me " He pointed to my laptop, asking me to hand over my laptop to him.
" in your dream Jungkook, it's mine, i won't give my laptop to you " i frowned.
" ok, then just open your laptop, i want to know what are you looking for on the internet " he crossed his arms on his chest.
I'm silent, my eyes widened, i don't know what should I do, if I open my laptop, then he will know that i was looking for him on the internet.

Jungkook POV
She staring at me with his red cheeks, she's blushing, I know that she tried to find out about me in the internet, but I pretend not to know what she was doing.

Y/N POV
"why your cheek getting red? are you watching a porn? " He teases me.
" No way, absolutely no " i shouted, he's very annoying.
" then just open it!! Let me prove it that you didn't watch a porn " he walk closer to me, while his hand moved to my waist, trying to take the laptop that was behind my back.
His face was so close to me, I can feel his breath brushing my cheek, I saw his dark eyes, and it was so beautiful, I lowered my sight and saw his small lips and it looks very soft.
" does my lips look good? wanna taste it? " he said, he notice that i was staring on his lips.
I feel my cheek burning, it's so embarrassing, he got me, I stood up, trying to wake up my head from a dirty thought, my heart racing.
" are you blushing? " he chuckled
" this jerk " i said, give him a death gaze
I walk past him hugging my laptop on my chest, but he grab my wrist, turned my body and pinned me on the wall.
He locked me on the wall between his arms.
" where are you going? We have to finish what we're started " he smirked and moving his face closer to me.
" don't try to run away or i'll kiss you rough " he said on my ears.
My body got a goosebump when i feel his lips touching my ears lightly.
My heart pounding, getting faster and faster,
I think hard, how can I escape from him, I can't stay any longer in this position, it's feel so awkward, i don't want look like a dumb.

He move his face closer and closer again, his lips almost touching mine.
I widened my eyes and kick his legs
He screamed in pain, rubbing his legs.
I took this opportunity to run away from him, I ran away from him, after I was at a safe distance, I turned my head to see him, i stuck out my tongue, taunted him and ran downstair to reach my room.

Jungkook POV
" She kicked my legs and ran away " I screamed in pain while she ran away.
I saw her teasing me, she stuck out her tounge to me.
" You are still the same person, you are cute as always, and that makes me want to ruffle your soft hair and take you to my arms "