Before I could continue I was interrupted by someone walking up me and helping me stand. I was crying so much that the only thing that I heard was a voice telling me
"Don't cry your not a nobody"
When I looked up I saw the person that I looked up to...
I know how Hani feels I have been in this kind of situation before and it was so ugly that it took me years to recover and I still think that I'm not over it.
I think this is the fourth time she's crying since she started staying at my place and her third time crying her to sleep.
The first time I heard her cry her to sleep was when I was going to bid her goodnight when I heard her crying I was going to go inside her room to ask her if she were okay but when I was about to open the door I could always here her quieting down and then I could hear her soft snores from the door.
I would just peak into her room to really make sure that she was really asleep and then I would get myself a glass of water and go to my studio room and start making music for my new album.
When we went to get her clothes, I could feel how stressed she was the whole way to the house and when she told me she was going to get her clothes ready I just waited downstairs but when I heard her friend come inside the apartment I heard her gasp and say
FLASHBACK
'Oh, Simon what are you doing in my apartment?' she asked
'I'm just here with Hani she is collecting her clothes' I said with a straight face.
'So, you are here with that loser, how can you let her stay with you I mean If I were you I would have just left her on the streets like she belongs I mean after her mom died she just became such a loser '
I couldn't just let her continue so I just cut her off by glaring really hard at her and almost yelled
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'That is enough I really don't see why Hani picked you to be her friend, you have no friend quality and you are just plain mean' I said in a really mean and annoyed voice she was about to yell back at me when I heard Hani coming down the stairs.
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END OF FLASHBACK
Now I'm not going to stay back so when I hear her crying I'm going to really comfort her not just ignore her and make her go through thinking she is alone like how I thought I was when I went through the same thing a few years ago.
I'm going to protect her even if it means me getting into trouble.
