Meeting you ~ Simon Dominic

Chapter Thirty Five

Hani POV

You know that sensations in your stomach that you get when you see your bias looking good or doing something that makes you fangirl?

Well I feel like I'm going to hurl all of my intestines out of my stomach, imagine that feeling because it's kind of not fun. I can't even believe what's happening, I don't even know how I got to this point in my life. I feel like I have accomplished something and that something is standing in front of the LEE TAEMIN of Shinee.

When Zion called him, I thought he was fucking with me because how the hell does, he just knows Taemin for Shinee.

But enough of that now I'm standing in front of Taemin where he is sitting in the chair waiting for me to talk but I really can't get any words to form a sentence.

'So, this is Hani' Zion finally said knowing that I needed some time to get over my fucking fangirling moment 'She's a big fan of yours and Shinee's so she needs some time to get used to this' he told him laughing

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Ahh I see' Taemin said laughing 'I've seen Hani on TV. She's my favorite'

I could feel myself melt when he said and I let out a small squeal, I'm pretty sure both Zion and Taemin heard that squeal because they just laughed at me. After a few seconds I finally decided to man up and talk to him, I walked over to where Zion was sitting and sat beside him which was in front of Taemin.

'Hi' I said to Taemin smiling shyly, I had never been a really shy person so this is kind of shocking me why I'm so shy in front of him, but like who wouldn't be.

'Hi' Taemin said to me 'It's nice to finally meet you, I have seen you on TV, you're really good' he said which made me blush hard.

'Thank you, I have also seen you on TV and ditto you are also really good' I said to him like a complete idiot, I mean why wouldn't I have seen him on TV when I technically fangirling in front of him.

I decided to get over the thought of being in front of a famous idol and be professional.

'So as Zion has maybe told you that the next round is a solo round and we can have someone perform with us and it doesn't matter who it is' I told him I stopped to look if he was understanding what I was saying, when I looked at him I saw that he was nodding at what I was saying 'Okay so we already have a song and lyrics and I know it's a short call, but if you accept doing this with me I would forever be grateful' I finished

'Okay so can you tell me about what the song is about so I could maybe get a feeling about how I should sing it?' he asked me.

'Yeah sure' I told him 'So the song is about living through a mask, living a lie and having to fake who you are in front of others, not letting them know the real you because you are afraid of how they would react to the real you' I tried to explain to him.

When I stopped, I could see that he was thinking a lot, like he didn't know how to think.

'I really like this idea' he told me and smiled softly at me 'I can really relate to the song, because I'm an idol, I sometimes have to put on a mask in front of people, and sometimes it just gets too much and I have seen people have really hard times with that and sometimes not being able to get through that' he finished with wet eyes.

'You can always change you mind if you don't want to do it' I told him reassuringly knowing that this topic is a really hard one.

'No, it's okay I'll do it' he told me, Zion stood up and walked over to the recording area and asked him if he was ready which he replied with a yes.