Before I could continue I was interrupted by someone walking up me and helping me stand. I was crying so much that the only thing that I heard was a voice telling me
"Don't cry your not a nobody"
When I looked up I saw the person that I looked up to...
When I woke up the day after all the memories came back to me, me crying my heart out and Simon hugging me for hours.
I think I was lying down for 15 minutes at least when I thought why the couch is so comfy so I sat up to see an empty room and when I say empty it was really empty. Just the bed.
I decided to get up and that was when I smelled this really good smell and it came from the kitchen.
I walked out of the door to see Simon making eggs and bacon, I slowly walked up to him and decided to say something.
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"Hi" I said in a small voice.
I burst out laughing when I saw how much I scared him when I said hi.
"Oh, Hani-ah, you're awake" he said smiling "I made food for you" he said and told me to sit down.
I walked over to the island and sat down, just looking at him... not in a creepy way though.
"How did you sleep?" Simon asked
"just fine" I said with a small smile.
I took a deep breath and said
"Look, I'm sorry for the trouble I have caused. The first night that I'm here and I'm already causing trouble" I said looking down.
That's when I heard I laugh, I looked up seeing Simon laughing and I pouted
"it's fine Hani. I know how you feel" he said smiling "just remember if you are really hurting just come and talk to me, my room is right next to yours" he said and continued to eat while I just sat there smiling like an idiot.
After breakfast I decided to watch some tv, while I was flipping through the channels I saw the 4th episode of Show me the money.
I decided to watch it and see how I did when I saw Lea's rapping part I felt my eyes getting wetter just by looking at her.
Then I started thinking maybe she was right, maybe I was just a loser that deserves to die, maybe that was the reason why my dad hates me or why my mom left me all alone in the world. Yes, I have friends and some acquaintances but I really have a few people in the world that I know that really care about me and now I just lost one of those few people.
Now I was really crying like waterfall crying, I tried to silence my cries so Simon wouldn't hear me but that didn't work when I looked up and wiped my eyes.
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I saw Simon looking at me probably thinking if he should hug me or not but just when I thought that I was done crying I just started to cry again and sobbed hard and thought "I'm really alone in this world no one loves me...."
Until I felt Simon hug me and he was hugging me tightly then he said
"I told you to come to me when you felt sad or wanted someone's shoulder to cry on, pabo" and just stroked my head.
That was the first time someone really hugged me over the last few years and it was good to feel someone care for you. The last thing I thought before I fell asleep on Simon's shoulder was
"Why do you care so much about me Simon and what are you doing to me"
