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I play games with myself I read books I sit I think I do a lot of things by myself as consolation thinking that if you were here I wouldn't be doing them by myself but then I realize yes I would I would do anything that I wanted

But that's okay because I have accepted a long time ago that I won't do anything with you again I know you're never coming back I just like to pretend you are once in awhile

But sometimes I wonder wonder wonder wonder who I would be if you had never left at all

How would I feel?

Walk walk walk

We always used to walk

It made us feel better and stronger

Now that thought makes me feel heavy and covered in sweat you always were stronger than me

You would

march march march march

forever

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