pure (h.s.)

thirty seven

"Y-you're what?" Harry asked in disbelief.

"I'm happy, Harry," I said with a smile on my face.

"You're happy? Really? You just told me your story and your happy after telling it?"

"Telling it made me realize that that was so long ago. It make me realize how much happier I am now. I didn't have anybody to make me happy back then. Now I have you. You make me happy," I looked into his eyes. He looked as happy as I was.

"I'm happy. I'm so happy you're happy. I love that you're happy. Your happiness makes me happy. You-"

"I like you so much," I interrupted him.

"I like you more, Caly."

I felt like everything had been lifted off my shoulders. Every pain, every fear, every struggle, everything is gone. LA isn't my home anymore, Harry is.

I fell asleep in Harry's arms just like every other night. This had become what I was used to, a normality. I liked that Harry and I had something that was constant. I once felt like nothing in my life was constant. Harry is now the only constant in my life and I thank him for that. Honestly, I'm still so scared. I'm scared that one day Harry will leave and my heart will shatter even more than it already is. I'm scared that the pieces won't ever fit back together. I can't help but be scared of the future. I also can't help that I am falling more and more for Harry everyday, which scares me the most.

Harry Styles will be the death of me.

I wake up to Harry still having his strong arms around me. I still couldn't believe I had added a new word to my vocabulary: happy. I was happy and the only reason for my happiness was Harry. Harry is the absolute best thing in my life and I can't lose him. Not now. I'm in too deep. I don't love him yet, but him showing me how to be happy is making me think that I could love him soon. Very soon.

Harry fluttered his eyes open. "Good morning, love," Harry said with his gorgeous morning voice.

"Good morning, H," I said in return. My hands made their way up to Harry's face and placed a kiss on his soft, pink lips. He smiled and kissed me back. His kiss ignites a fire in me every time. It's like my lips are being burned by flames, but I liked the feeling so much.

I honestly wish I could stay here forever with Harry. Stay in this apartment for as long as we can and not worry about any problems in the outside world.

We broke the kiss and my forehead went to his. I closed my eyes and smiled and I could tell he was doing the same.

"What do you want to do today," Harry whispered.

"I don't care as long as i'm with you," I replied at the same level of whisper.

"I lo-like you, Caly, so much," Harry says.

"I like you, too."

The eruption of butterflies in my stomach is there when Harry looks straight into my brown eyes. My eyes feel so dull compared to his vibrant green ones.

I hear a ring coming from my phone, signaling that someone's calling me. I grab my phone and see that it's Louis. I answer the call, "Hey, Lou!" I say.

"Hey, Caly. Do you want to come over and hang out? I feel like we haven't had time for just us in so long," Louis explains.

I look over at Harry who is staring at me intensely like he knows what Louis is asking me. I want to go over to Louis because I miss him, but if I go Harry might get mad. As much as I like Harry and want to spend every second with him, I need to make time for my friends as well.

"Yeah, sure! Tell me when and where and I'll be there."

"Alright! See you later!" Louis said with evident excited ness in his voice.

I walk over to Harry and instantly regret my decision. I kind of wanted to stay with him all day. That plan failed.

"Hey, H?" I ask.

"Yes, love?"

"Louis just invited me over and I think i'm going to go," I trailed off.

"I'm going to miss you," he says softly.

"I'll miss you more."

"Doubt it. Go and get ready. I'll call you later, yeah?"

"Yeah, definitely. Thanks for not blowing up on me. I know you and Louis don't like each other that well, so thank you for allowing me to go," I said with gratitude.

"Angel, I'm not going to restrict you from hanging out with your friends," He says using a nickname I've never heard him call me before. Angel. The way it rolls off his tongue makes me melt on the spot. I instantly fell in love with the name he has given me. I hope he uses it more often.

"Thank you. You are the absolute best, you know that right?" I ask.

"Nope," he says popping the p, "I'll see you later, love."

I gather my things I'll need for Louis and give Harry a long kiss. I'm going to miss him tonight. It's crazy that even if I only spend one night away from Harry, I miss him. I miss him even when I spent an hour away from him. I depend on him so much, and he depends on me. We've become each other's person in a matter of months. He has become my life in a matter of months.

I break the kiss and smile thanking Harry once more. I gather my things that I will need for Louis's and say my goodbyes. I give Harry one last hug and kiss and make my way to the door. Harry very kindly opens it for me and shuts it behind me as I make my way down the elevator.

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**this was just a lil cute chapter for you guys lol. but awww lou and calz are hanging out !! i personally love them too. but where's hope??????? idek she's confusing me. we will have to find out in the next chapter agh

have a wonderful night/day loves (whenever your reading this). love u more than words. xx

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