pure (h.s.)

sixty seven

One week. One week without Harry. One week without hearing his voice. One week without waking up to him in the morning. One week.

Is Harry trying to tell me he's done with me? Is he telling me to take a hint?

This whole situation is so confusing, but I know it's all my fault.

Niall said that Harry needs space and that's why he hasn't texted me. He also said that Harry said he still loves me, but just needs some time to himself.

I don't think Harry knows what this past week of space has done to me.

In these past few months, I have depended on Harry for practically everything. I felt as if he was the only constant in my life, but now I know that stupid things like this can rip it all away.

I haven't wanted to eat, to get up out of bed, or even more because Harry's not by my side. I wonder if he knows how bad I am right now. Does he care?

I've cried more times than I can count. Louis has tried to call me, but I ignored them all. I really can't talk to him right now. Madison has comforted me as has Niall and Hope. I'm grateful for them. If Harry leaves, I know that Niall, Madison, and Hope have got my back.

I hear a knock on the door and get up off the couch to see who it is. It's not Madison because she has a key, so who is it?

I open the door to see the person I want to see the least.

Louis.

"Caly, I- I, uh, wanted to talk to you about last week," Louis said looking at the floor. I opened the door more motioning for him to come in. We both sit on the couch.

"Can we make this quick?" I say wanting him to get out of here.

"Why haven't you been answering my calls?" Louis asks dodging my question.

"I didn't want to talk," I answer. That's the truth.

"I'm sorry for what I did. I was so drunk. I just- You know I've always wanted you, Caly, you know that right?" Louis asks.

I pause, "Yeah, I do."

"Last week, I was so drunk. I went for you because, well, I wanted you. I didn't mean to take it that far. I'm sorry," Louis apologizes.

I nod, "But I kissed you back, so it's my fault that I'm in this mess."

"It's my fault. Don't blame yourself." Stop. It was my fault.

"Tell that to Harry. He won't even talk to me," I say on the verge of tears.

"I already did," he says. I snapped my head up when I heard this. Louis... and Harry? Talking?

"What?"

"Before I came over here, I went to Harry's apartment and told him everything. I told him to call you and talk to you. You deserve to be happy, Caly." Wow, I cant believe he'd do this for me.

"Since when do you talk to Harry?" I say in disbelief.

"He did something awful to me, but I did something awful to him. I now see how easy it is to get swept up over a girl," he says moving his hand to the back of his neck looking at the ground. "I mean, you're basically his fiancé. He's bound to ask you any day now."

"Thank you, Louis, so much," I say to Louis sincerely.

"I better get going. I hope you and Harry work out." Did he just say what I think he said?

"I'll see you later," I say opening the door for him.

"Yeah, see you," he says right as I close the door on him.

I sit back down on the couch thinking about what just happened. Was that Louis's way of forgiving Harry? Are they becoming friends?

All I can do now is wait for Harry's call, if he ever calls.

I get bored of sitting in my house and call Madison. She answers after two rings.

"Hey, what's up?"

"I want to get out of the house. Like now." I say

"Finally! I knew you couldn't stay at home for much longer. Lunch sound good?

"Lunch sounds perfect."

"Cool. I'll come pick you up in 10."

"Is Niall coming?" I ask.

"No, this is got to be a best friend thing." A smile crept onto my face.

"I'll see you in a few."

"Bye!" She says then I hang up. I put some presentable clothes on and by the time I'm finished Madison is here.

We drive to a cute restaurant 15 minutes away from my apartment that I've never been to. It looks really good. I'm really glad I came to lunch.

When Madison and I got seated, I started talking about what I was feeling. I told her everything that i've been bottling up inside me for a week. I asked her if she thought Harry was going to call me. She gave me her opinions and I listened.

I'm so thankful for Madison. She always knows what to do. Even though Harry was my boyfriend and especially my best friend, Madison has been there for me from the start. She's my rock.

"We've gotta go back to school soon, and Harry's gonna be there. What are you going to do?" Madison asked me.

"Hopefully we will be better by then. If not, I really don't know what I am going to do." Madison nodded.

"Madison, he is it for me. Harry is my last. I won't be able to open up to anyone else the way I opened up to him. If I'm not with Harry, I'm not with anyone," I say shedding a tear.

Madison puts her hand on mine, "Caly, I promise you and Harry are going to be fine. I can see the way he looks at you. Jesus, that man is whipped. You're Harry's last, too. He's going to call you. He's going to forgive you. You are going to have sex again I promise," Madison starts to laugh uncontrollably at her last comment. I laugh so hard with her.

"Madison!" I say.

"Hey, I had to lighten up the mood," She says smiling. "But seriously, Harry loves you more than anything. You guys are going to be fine. I'm expecting to be your maid of honor by the way."

I laugh, "I promise, you will be."

Madison and I go back to eating. Well, she goes back to eating. I didn't eat anything. I haven't eaten anything in a week. I can't bring myself to.

The rest of lunch was amazing. I just wish Harry was here to enjoy it with me.

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** YALL ITS BEEN A WEEK WHDKXDJXJ UGH MY BABIES

i cant stand to see them not together. it's okay it's not for that long.

AND LOUIS WHAT. louis and harry boutta be friends again ???? or maybe not ??? imso excited

IM PRETTY SURE THIS IS ENDING SOON AWE but that's okay because well idk but aw

VOTE VOTE VOTE and comment thanks loves

-c