It's been two weeks since I shared a kiss with my best friend. Was he still my best friend? I honestly have no clue, but what I do know is that Louis and I have barely talked since that day. Niall and I have become closer since Louis won't open up easily anymore. I have a feeling the changes in Louis's personality is because of me. How could it not be because of me?
Harry has yet to find out about the kiss and I'm praying it stays this way. I don't know if he will get mad or not and I plan on finding out. No one is going to tell him about the kiss, he isn't going to find out.
Niall came over to my apartment when Harry was at work the Saturday after Thanksgiving. He told me how Hope told him that Louis likes me. I proceeded to tell him I already knew and I don't know what to do about it. This is when Niall and I became closer friends. We talked about all of the possibilities that could happen in the situation. I ended up laughing harder than I have in a long time. I ended up telling him that Louis and I kissed, but I made him swear not to tell anybody especially Harry. He promised this secret would stay between us, and for that I thank Niall so much.
Madison doesn't know about the kiss either and when she finds out, I suspect she will kill me. I can't tell if Harry or she would be more mad. Speaking of Madison and Harry, they have gotten closer as well. Sometimes at lunch, Madison and Harry will carry the entire conversation. It's so amazing to watch. People might think I would be jealous of that, but I'm not. At the end of day, I'm tangled in between Harry arm's as we sleep, not Madison. And besides, Madison and Niall are in a beautiful relationship.
Niall and Madison popped the L word. Madison told me as soon as Niall dropped her off from the date. She was the happiest I've ever seen. I was genuinely happy for her. She deserves someone as great as Niall.
Zayn and Hope have become new members of the group in the past few weeks. After several lunches and hang outs, the group started to really like Zayn and Hope. I like them, too. When Madison is hanging out with Niall and Harry is at work, I ask Hope to hang out. It's nice to have another girl in the group. Not that I don't love Madison, it's just that she's not always available to hang out so now I have another friend to do "girl things" with.
Harry still doesn't particularly like Zayn, but Harry respects Zayn and treats him kindly. Harry just became closer with Madison, and I don't think he can make another friend in the process right now. Hopefully in the future, they will become close and then our group can be one big, happy family.
Family. That's a word I'd never thought I'd be saying since I was a child. I never thought I would ever have a family again, but I was proven wrong. Amazing people have walked into my life who I now consider family. I want to spend the rest of my life with all of them. Especially a brown-haired, green-eyed, plumped-lipped man.
I love that man more than my life, more than words can ever describe, and more than anybody can ever imagine.
Harry and I have grown closer than ever. My heart is filled with so much love for him, it's bursting. I basically everyday with him. I can't fall asleep without him by my side, and I think it's the same for him. We both never thought we would find love but here we are dating for five months and in love. I think Harry and I say I love you more times than the average person takes a breath. Okay, so maybe not that much, but it's definitely a lot. Harry and I make each other repeat it a lot because I'm still in denial. I cannot believe I'm actually in love and someone is in love with me. As cheesy as it sounds, it is the best feeling in the world to give your everything to someone. As much as Harry says I love you to me, I won't ever get over hearing those three words tumble off of Harry's perfect, plump lips.
Harry has been bugging me about going to England with him for Christmas every minute. I love him too much to say no, so of course I said yes. I can't be without him for more than twenty four hours. If I said no, how could I be without him for a week.
He is so excited for me to meet his family. He told me that they would be my family one day, too. I don't know if that meant that I didn't have a family, so they would act as my family.
Or they would actually become my family.
His moms name is Anne and his stepdads name is Robin. He is an older sister named Gemma, who likes to dye her hair a lot so he doesn't know what color it will be when we arrive. I can never pronounce her name right, so I'm praying that I get it right when I meet her. I think he told me he has a cat but I cannot remember the name. Harry promised he would take me to all of his childhood spots and of course the big tourists stops. I can't lie, I am so excited for this trip. I've never been out of the state, so I'm ready to venture out into the world with the person I love most.
When I told Madison I wouldn't be spending Christmas with her, she flipped out. She told me that it wouldn't be the same without me. I apologized, but then told her about my plans. Her expression changed as she smiled and hugged me because she knew this trip means a lot to me. She said her and Niall would manage without me, which made me giggle. Niall would probably eat all of the food before any of the guests arrived.
I already have Harry's Christmas present. It's a chain and at the end of it is a silver butterfly. When you flip the butterfly over, C&H is engraved in it with the words I love you forever and always. xx. It took me forever to figure out the perfect gift, but I think I finally found it. I hope Harry loves it.
So I guess what I'm trying to say is that the past two weeks have been the best two weeks of my life. Looking at life before I met Harry was so dull. I don't understand how I lived. That's the problem. I wasn't living. I was alive, but never living.
After meeting Harry, life has turned upside down. I'm happy and in love. Life is absolutely perfect and everything I've ever wanted it to be. I don't understand how it changed so quickly.
Oh wait, I do.
The love of my life, Harry Styles.
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**this chapter is literally just filling in what you missed in the two weeks !! im super glad for caly rn she deserves everything agh.
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