pure (h.s.)

thirty eight

I knock on Louis door and he opens it with a smile. I wrap my arms around him and he returns the gesture. It feels like to be with him. I missed him a lot.

"How are you doing? Do you want anything to drink?" Louis asks sitting on the couch in the living room.

"Louis, I'm really happy," I say smiling. Everyone knows how I feel about happiness. Louis looks at me with wide eyes and his mouth open.

"Did I just hear that correctly? Did Caly Paretti just tell me she is  really happy?" Louis asks getting up from the couch and walking over to me.

"Yeah, I guess I did," I saw looking into Louis eyes.

"What made you change you're mind about happiness?" Louis asked curiously.

Should I tell him about Harry? I don't know how he will react. After a fight with myself in my head about whether I should tell him or not, I decided to do it. I can't keep anything from my best friend.

"It was Harry. He makes me so happy. I really like him, Lou. I want you guys to be friends again," I say.

Louis turns to look away from me. When he looks into my eyes once more they look... hurt? Sad? Angry? I don't know. I can't read emotions well. I can barely read my own.

"You know what he did. You can't just forgive someone for it," Louis says.

"I know. He did something unforgivable, but he's changed. He's really changed. I'm not saying you should forgive him right away, just get to know him first. Talk to him and see how different he is, please," I beg Louis. If both Harry and Louis are going to be in my life, they need to be friends. I can't get scared to talk about my boyfriend to my best friend and vice versa.

"I'll try, but don't except me to do anything soon. I-" I cut him off my wrapping my arms around him.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" I practically yell.

Louis laughs, "No problem, love."

I let go of him and sit on the couch. He suggests to watch a movie and I agree. I haven't watched Netflix in so long and I miss those late nights. I sat on the couch in silence, only laughing at the funny parts.

In the middle of the movie, Louis moves closer to me. I don't think anything of it because we're friends. Then as the movie continues, he constantly gets closer and closer until we're practically touching. I scoot away from him just a little bit. Hopefully he won't notice. I guess I didn't move over enough because he put his arm around me. Friends definitely didn't do this. I tried to look as comfortable as I could, but this just didn't feel right.

I look over to Louis and friendly smile. Maybe if I smile then he will back off. My thoughts are proven wrong when he smiles back and does the thing I never thought he would do.

He tried to kiss me.

"Louis! What are you doing?" I said jumping off of the couch in shock. Louis is my friend, I could never ever like in that way. Besides I have Harry. He knows I have Harry. Why would he try to kiss me if he knows i'm dating Harry? Madison must have been right about her assumptions. Louis did like me.

"I-I" Louis stumbles on his words. I need for him to continue.

"Go on," I wait for him to open his mouth again. He looks as stunned as I am.

"Harry is no good for you. He hasn't changed, Caly. Once he gets enough of you, that's it. He's done. He leaves and doesn't care anymore. He's going to leave you and I don't want to be there watching the girl I like break because of the guy I hate," Louis says looking straight into my eyes. He likes me? Harry isn't going to leave me, right?

I start to think about the possibility. I didn't know that much about his past, so maybe he did do that with girls? I'll have to ask him later, but I trust Harry with my life.

"Louis, y-you like me?" I ask.

"Yes, I've liked you since you came up to me at that party. You were so nervous and beautiful and I found myself wanting to know you and to be around you," Louis says. That's exactly what Harry said to me. Harry said he wanted to know me, which is what Louis wanted.

"Is that why you were so persistent to hang out at the party?" I ask. I've been so oblivious this whole time.

"Yes," he answers softly. I still can't wrap my mind around this. Three months ago I would have never thought I would have anyone who liked me, let alone two.

"Louis, I-I have Harry," I say still looking in his deep blues.

"That's the problem. I'm so much better for you. Give me a chance. I'll be so much better than that stupid-"

"Louis!" I interrupted the rude remark he was about to say about Harry. "I know Harry has done a shitload of things to you, but that doesn't change the fact that I love him!" I yell gaining some confidence.

Louis stops at my words. Maybe it was just the way I yelled it at him. He was probably just taken aback. He doesn't say anything, which scares me.

I start to restate what I just said in my head. I know I said that Harry has done a lot of stuff to Louis, but that doesn't change that I-

Oh my gosh.

I just said I love Harry.

I love Harry.

I'm in love with Harry Styles.

I'm in love with the boy from the pictures.

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