I was so lost in the moment I almost forgot about everyone around me. I pull away from Harry, because I know he won't pull away first, and look at everyone around me. All of their expressions are the same. They all look so happy for the both of us, expect for Zayn and Louis. They aren't in the room anymore. I look back at Harry, who has stopped crying, and kiss his soft lips. I peck his lips and run to hug Madison.
"I never knew you could sing like that. You were absolutely amazing," Madison says into the hug. I doubt I was that good.
I hug Niall next, "Your voice is incredible. And I'm so happy for you and Harry. You guys really have something. Don't let it go." I won't, Niall, I won't.
Hope is standing awkwardly in the corner smiling at the moment I am sharing with my friends. Even though she isn't part of our little group, I never want her to feel out of place with us. And what's one more? She could be the next addition to our group.
I go over to Hope and give her a big hug. She is taken aback, but then hugs me back. "I don't know you or Harry that well, but you two are perfect for each other. I know you already said, or sang, this but don't give up on him because you guys are meant to be. I'm sure of it," Hope says as she breaks the hug. I didn't know her well either, but what she just said to me meant a lot.
"Thank you, Hope. I hope we can become closer. You seem like such an amazing person." Hope smiles and takes me back into another hug. I could get used to her being around.
I run to Harry and become mush in his arms. I can hear everyone aw in the background, but I tune them out. At this exact moment, I just want to be with Harry and Harry alone. He's the only thing in my thoughts and I kind of like it that way.
After Harry and I shared our moment, I walked out of the room to try and find Louis and Zayn. I've checked most of the rooms in this big house already, but there is no sign of Louis or Zayn.
I walk into the last bedroom to see Louis and Zayn sitting on the bed. They were talking but right as I walked into the room, they stopped.
"Hey, guys. Why did you leave?" I ask. Louis and Zayn both look to the floor. Did they not want to tell me?
Louis finally speaks up, "Caly, can we talk?" He stands up and takes my hand. I nod and we walk out of the room, leaving Zayn.
We reach the other room and Louis closes the door. "What do you want to talk about?" I ask Louis.
"I couldn't stand there and watch you sing to him," he says making Harry sound like a band person.
"Harry is my boyfriend. I'm sorry, Louis, but I love him," I say. Louis liking me isn't going to change a thing about Harry and I.
"I know. Believe me, Caly, I know." By this time, Louis is pacing around the room with his fingers running through his hair. He seems so stressed out.
"Louis, I'm sorry. You're my best friend and I-"
Louis cuts me off, "That's just it. I can't be best friends with you. Not when I feel this way about you. I can't be around you without feeling some sort of pain. I get so angry that Harry can do this... and I can't." Louis walks over to me and grabs my hand. He intertwined our hands and looks up at me. This feels wrong, but I don't move.
"Louis, I-I- Harry," I try to form a sentence, but words can't seems to come out of my mouth. Louis gets closer to me and I freeze. I don't exactly know what to do, so I just stand here and listen to what Louis is saying.
"I like you a lot, Caly. I know you love Harry, but I'm so much better for you. I know I am. Please just give me a change," Louis says stepping closer to me.
"I can't give you a chance, Louis. I would love to give you a chance, but I just can't. Harry is the love of my life, I know he is. He's my person. I don't think I can love anybody else the way I love Harry," I say looking straight into Louis's ocean blue eyes. They are captivating, just like Harry's.
Louis is still very close to me when he says, "I know. Damnit, Caly, I know. I know. I just... I need you. My fiancé... I just, I need you. Harry doesn't need you, but I do. I-" Louis stops. Why does Louis need me?
"Harry needs me as much as I need him. He-"
Louis cuts me off, "No, he doesn't!" He backs away from me and looks at the ground. He brings his hands to his face and they seem to wipe off... his tears? Is Louis crying? I've made Louis cry twice now and I don't think I can look at Louis without crying too.
"Look, Louis, I love you. I really do, but I am in love with Harry. I desperately want to be your best friend still. This doesn't have to change anything. Please don't let this come between us," I try to make eye contact with him, but his head is facing the floor. I walk over to Louis and pull him into a hug. I didn't like seeing Louis this way. I care about him.
I can feel droplets of water hit my shoulder as time moves by. I wish he would stop crying already. I can feel tears starting to drip down my face. Louis deserves someone that can give all of herself to him, and I can't do that for him.
"Louis, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry," I say through my sniffles. He doesn't answer me, but keeps on crying on my shoulder. I can tell he is trying to stop, but he just can't seem to.
Louis lets go of me and walks to the door. I thought he was going to leave me in here, but he turns back to me and looks straight at my browns. His eyes are red and he has a frown on his face. He looks at me for a moment before doing the unthinkable.
Louis grabs me by the waist and kisses me. i instantly freeze. I didn't know what to do. Harry is the only person I've ever kissed. His lips feel warm on mine, but I don't feel the fire like I do with Harry. It feels... different. I liked the kiss, but it wasn't like kissing Harry. Harry and I's lips fit so perfectly together, like they were meant for each other. Louis and I's lips do not fit.
My body finally caught up with my mind as I pulled away from Louis. I didn't say anything, I just backed away and looked at the man standing in front of me.
"Caly, I-" Louis started to say.
"Louis, I'm sorry, but Harry is my person. We can't-"
"I know. I'm sorry. We can go back to being friends. Don't tell anyone about this, especially Harry," Louis says. Why is he so concerned about Harry finding out? I should be the one worrying.
Before I could reply, Louis walks out of the door and down the stairs. He left me with my thoughts about what happened in the past thirty minutes. I really hope what happened doesn't affect Harry, Louis, or I's relationship. I love both of them and I don't think I could do life without either of them.
I can't believe Louis kissed me. Did I lead him on? I don't think so. I mean Harry and I do everything together, so how could I have lead him on? I hope Louis knows that nothing like this will ever happen again.
What will Harry do when he finds out? Will he find out? Am I going to tell him? There is so many questions with no answers. I hate this, I really do.
I can't sit on this bed and think all day, so I decide to go back into the living room and face everyone after what just happened. I'm just hoping everyone can't tell somethings up with me and Louis.
I love everyone in that room, but no one- I mean no one-can know about this.
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**EIBDWUYDGS LOUIS AND CALY WHAT WHAT NO STOP WHO SHIPS THEM??????
lol hows harry gonna react im dying
ok well next chapters NOT gonna be in caly's pov SO IM EXCITED
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