Harry and I get to the apartment and immediately I hug him. I needed to be in his arms again. He kisses me gently and lifts me off the ground. How did I forget about this for five days?
"You don't understand how much I missed you. I'm sorry I didn't call, baby," Harry said sincerely after he put me down. His hands are on my waist and my arms are on his shoulders. I could honestly stay like this forever.
"I should be apologizing. I'm sorry I kissed Louis. I wasn't thinking, but I know that isn't an excuse. I swear the only person I kiss is you."
"You're damn right," Harry said before picking me up and laying me on the couch. We both started laughing and he started kissing me everywhere on my face. The smile on our faces was huge.
When we sat up on the couch, I got onto Harry's laps and looked into his eyes. They looked serious. "Is everything okay?" I ask him.
"Everything is perfect, but I have to tell you something." Is it weird that I'm kind of scared for what he has to tell me?
"Yeah?" Can he just tell me already? The anticipation is killing me.
"Caly, I was looking around your apartment because I missed you and I needed something to remind me of you while you were at Madison's. I started looking through your books and I found a notebook that looked like it has been written in numerous times. I opened it and couldn't stop myself from reading." Oh shit.
"Harry, was it my creative writing journal? You were never meant to read that," I said. There's nothing bad in it. It just expresses my feelings a little too in-depth. My feelings for Harry.
"I'm sorry, Caly. I really am, but what you wrote about me... it was beautiful. I-I cried reading it," Harry said looking at the ground. He shouldn't feel embarrassed.
I took my hands in his, "It's okay. You should have read it. You've always said you wanted to know all of me, so there it is. All of me. All of my feelings in one book." He looked back up at me into my browns. I put my hand on his cheek and he smiled.
"On your first assignment, you said that I was your dearest friend and that you don't plan on living your life without me," He says never breaking eye contact.
"I still mean that," I smile. I can see his dimple popping out. I'm glad he read my journal.
"In your second, you said you like the way my dimples indent in my cheeks when I smile and my British accent. The way my nose crinkles and how I stick my tongue out before I eat, which I didn't even know that I did."
"Did you memorize my journal or something?" I laugh.
He smiles, but says, "I have just read it so many times that I remember my favorite parts." Which makes me smile. I love that he has such an interest in me and how I feel that he would do this. I love him so much.
"What other parts do you love?" I ask my curiosity getting the best of me.
"When you started talking about your fears, I started crying. You also said thank you to me for being your life, which I should be saying to you. Caly, you are my whole life. I don't have a life without you," Harry says with glossy eyes. I move the hair out of his face and bring his face closer to mine to give him a kiss. I love this man.
"I love you so much, Harry," I say after breaking the kiss. He's my everything.
"You don't understand how hard these two weeks have been without you. The feeling of you not remembering me or everything we've been through has been the worst feeling I've ever felt," Harry says with glossy eyes once again. I can tell he wants to let it out. Harry seems all manly and stuff, but I know the real him. I know that he's a sensitive boy who's really trying to be happy. I love the sensitive side of him.
"I know baby, but I'm not going anywhere ever again. I'm here with you and I'm never leaving," I say trying to make him happy again.
"Do you promise?" Harry says letting a tear slip out from his eye. I can't see him cry again. I can't bear it. I might break if he cries.
"I promise with my entire heart."
"You forgive me, right?" I ask. I know he already said he did, but what I did was wrong and I want his complete forgiveness.
"Anything for you." I almost forgot those three words that mean so much to me. He would do anything for me and I for him.
"I was wondering what this ring was and what the words 'Anything for you' meant when my memories were gone. I didn't think I was engaged, but I didn't want to ask Madison because I was afraid. She literally wasn't telling me anything," I say. I wish Madison would have told me about Harry. Maybe I would have regained my memories quicker.
"It wouldn't be so bad if you were engaged though," Harry mumbles. I look up at him, but he was looking at the floor. I choose to ignore it because he's already told me he wants to propose. I don't he will be doing it any time soon though.
I decrease the distance between us and Harry puts his lips on mine. "I've missed this," he says in between kisses. The kissing started to get more and more heated until Harry had enough of being on the couch. Harry picked me up and wrapped my legs around him, without breaking the kiss. He walked us into the bedroom and slammed me onto the bed.
Everything that happened from that point on was pure love. He missed me and I missed him. I wanted every inch of him. This night was one of the best ever.
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