I woke up way before Harry did, so I decided to let him sleep and get some food from the cafe downstairs. I slipped out of his arms and put my clothes on.
I got in the elevator and pressed the first floor. The elevator opened and I walked to the cafe. I ordered a blueberry muffin, a bagel with cream cheese, and two coffees. I rode up the elevator up to my floor. I was about to open on the door when a startled Harry swings the door open toward him. He looks so worried and scared.
"Harry, what are you doing? What's wrong?" I say almost spilling all of the food I just bought.
Harry looks at me and lets out a huge breath. His muscles release all of the tension they had and he seems to relax. "Caly." His arms reach out for me and hug me tightly even though I have my hands full. I wish I could hug him back, but I can't. Damn, this food.
"Harry, what's going on?" I say with his arms still wrapped around my body.
He releases me from his grasp and I can almost see tears in his eyes. "Please, come here." He grabs my waist and leads me inside.
I put the food on a table and sit down on the bed. Harry starts to pace back and forth with his hands going through his hair. "What's wrong?" Harry turns to me and kneels on the floor so he's eye level with me.
"Why did you leave this morning?" Harry asks me. Why is he so scared?
"To get the food I brought you. I thought you might be hungry." I say.
"That's it?" Harry says with glossy eyes. I can't bear to see him like this.
"Yes, Harry, that's it." I put my hands on his cheeks and wipe his eyes.
"I thought... I thought you left me." Harry says looking at the floor. I see a tear come down his face. He looks broken.
"Baby, I would never leave you. Ever. You know that right?" I say wiping the tear. I want to hug him so tight right now and tell him that no way in hell would I leave him, but I want him to talk to me.
"I thought maybe you regretted what we did last night, and you-you left."
"H, Look at me," I say putting my hand under his chin and gently lifting his head up. When I see him, I want to break completely. His eyes are red and he genuinely looks broken.
"I don't regret what we did. I loved every moment of it. I'd never leave you, baby. Never in a million years would I leave. There's no way in hell I would ever leave you. You're too perfect to leave." A tear streams down my face in response to looking into his eyes. I mean these words with my whole life. I'm never leaving and I don't plan on it.
"I don't deserve you. I love you, angel." Harry says putting his hands on my cheeks. He's now wiping my tears.
I get off the bed and kneel on the floor with him. "Come here." I sit on Harry's lap and his arms surround me. "I love you," he says into my ear.
"I love you, more," I say turning around to look him in the eye. "Merry Christmas Eve."
"You, too." I kiss Harry's lips to make sure he knows I'm never leaving him. I'm all his and he's all mine.
"What are we doing today?" I say after we break the kiss.
"I don't know. Maybe we should go back to the house and see what my mom wants to do." I love how he and his mom have grown with each other. I'm proud of him.
"Sounds perfect," I say getting off of his lap and going over to the table to get my blueberry muffin. "I got you a bagel with cream cheese. They didn't have any pancakes. I also got us coffees, but they are probably cold by now."
"Sorry," Harry says embarrassed.
"Don't apologize, silly. We will just heat them up in this microwave," I say pointing to the old microwave in the closet, which makes Harry laugh.
"Thanks for the food. What would I do without you?" Harry asks after he finishes his bagel.
"I don't know, H." I smile. He seems to be my only constant source of happiness lately.
"I'm going to take a shower and then we can go," Harry says walking to the bathroom. Once I hear the water turn on, I hear my phone ring. Louis?
"Hey, Louis. What's up?" I answer the phone, trying to not be awkward.
"Hey, Caly. I know this must be weird me calling you and stuff, but I just wanted to see if you wanted to go to lunch when you're free?"
Shit. "Uh- I'm sorry. I thought I told you. I'm in England right now. With Harry."
"Oh. Um. That's cool. I'll talk to you later, I guess." This is awkward.
"Yeah. Definitely. Talk to you soon, Lou."
"Yeah." He says hanging up.
The water turns off to the shower and I see Harry walk out in just a towel. Suddenly the awkward conversation I just had gone away. All I can think about is Harry.
As Harry finally puts on some clothes, I am texting Madison. I haven't talked to her in a while and I need to tell her about all of the crazy things that have happened in the last twenty-four hours.
And I do. I tell her everything. Turns out Harry takes a long time to put on clothes. I ended up calling her because it was way too much to type. She says OMG and NO WAY and AH and CALY WHAT about one hundred times throughout the story. She cannot believe what happened yesterday. I wouldn't either if I were her.
When Harry finally puts on clothes, I tell Madison I have to go and hang up.
"Are you ready to go, love?" Harry asks.
"Let's go," I say kissing Harry.
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*wow this killed me. i died. my heart is broken. when harry is broken, i am broken. this took a toll on me wOW
ok what's up w louis ahhshsjshs i've got stuff planned and u guys aren't gonna like it WAIT WHAT NOT A SPOILER
christmas day is coming!!!!! i'm excited woo woo
ok well i hope you guys liked that chapter thank you guys for reading. vote vote vote.
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