Because this is My First Time

CHAPTER 15

CHAPTER 15:

ZEI'S POV

Pagpasok ko sa kwarto ko hindi ko maiwasang ngumiti dahil sa mga nangyari.

Oo na, aaminin ko na
This day was quite tiring but it's worth. I'm really happy right now :)

I checked my phone.

1 message

From Brylle :
Goodnight Zei.

Again I smiled because of his message

I was about to sleep nang maalala ko si Josh.

Ok lang kaya siya? Ano kayang nangyari?

Auh, wait yung letter nga pala.

Agad akong tumayo upang kunin yung letter.

Binuksan ko kaagad at sinimulang basahin yung sulat.

Dearest Zei<3

I wish you are in a good situation right now.I wish you are happy right now.

I think this letter is not enough for me to express everything I want to say to you. I wrote this letter because I'm too shy to say this words in front of you

"I LIKE YOU ZEI, WILL YOU PLEASE LET ME COURT YOU?"

O_____O

What?!!

Bigla akong napatigil sa mga nabasa ko.

What? Is this real???

Pinagpatuloy ko yung pagbasa.

... but I think Zei I can't do it anymore. There's already someone I know who really deserves you. I know sasaya ka sakanya. Alam kong gusto mo rin siya but don't forget this Zei. I will always be here for you. If you ever need a pillow to lean on I'll be here. If you are sad and crying I will be there to comfort. I only have one wish.

"PLEASE BE HAPPY."

don't worry about me. I'm ok. :)

Sincerely,
Josh

I was so shocked but at the same time na touch ako sa mga sinabi ni Josh.

Hindi ko maiwasang maiyak.

Bakit ganun?

Isang mabuting kaibigan si Josh.

Bakit ako pa?
Marami pa namang ibang babae.
I think I don't deserve Josh.
Bakit?

Hindi ko alam but I feel so guilty dahil feeling ko nasasaktan si Josh dahil sakin.

He's really a good friend.

Kinuha ko yung phone ko and I texted Josh.

Me: Hey Josh, cheer up :) are you Ok?? By the way thank you for everything :) GOODNIGHT :)

I waited for his reply pero wala.

I'm really worried right now.

Ok lang kaya si Josh?

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JOSH'S POV

Narito kami ngayon sa isang hospital.
May sakit kasi sa puso si Mom.

Inatake siya ngayon :( I'm really worried.

Sana magiging ok na ang lahat.

Bigla ko namang naisip si Zei.

Siguro this time nagtatapat na si Brylle.

D*mn.

Pero Ok lang.

Makita ko lang na masaya siya masaya na rin ako.

Kilala ko naman si Brylle.

Alam kong hindi niya pababayaan si Zei.

Alam kong gusto rin ni Zei si Brylle.

Hindi ko naman pwedeng turuan yung puso niya.

But I only have one promise for myself.

Yung letter.
Nabasa na kaya niya ?

Maya-maya nag vibrate yung phone ko.

Tinignan ko kung sino.

1 message from ZEI <3

ZEI: Hey Josh, cheer up :) are you Ok?? By the way thank you for everything :) GOODNIGHT :)

I smiled matapos kong mabasa yung message niya.

Pero aaminin kong nalulungkot ako. D*mn.

Ok lang ako Zei.

Makita lang kitang OK.

Ok na rin ako.

OK LANG AKO :)
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