Because this is My First Time

CHAPTER 4

CHAPTER 4:

JOSH'S POV

Among all the girls that I have seen, she has the prettiest smile although that smile can rarely form on her lips. I just want to see her smile.

You may see her as a pretty, strong, and smart girl but I know she hides something behind that perfect image she have. We all have that weak point that we try to hide.

There's an untold story about her preference of being alone.
I think she feels so lonely right now. I don't know how to approach her.

She's also the scariest girl I have seen.

**
Lunch break.

Nandito kami ngayon si Brylle sa canteen kumakain.

Tanaw na tanaw ko mula dito sa inuupuan ko si Zei.

Nakita ko yung ginawa ni Shannene. But I can't believe what Zei did to Shanenne. I didn't expect she would do something like that.

She's fearless. Hindi niya pa kilala si Shannene.
I know Shanenne. She'll really do something even worse now that she was treated that way.

I'm afraid something bad might happen to Zei.

"Hey , Brylle I'll be back,"
Paalam ko kay Brylle.

"Sure."

Susundan ko lang si Zei. I'd like to warn her sa mga bagay na kayang gawin ni Shannene. Wala na akong ibang maisip na paraan. Siguro okay na lang ito para naman aware siya.

" Hey ,Zei!!"
Lumingon siya. Akala ko hindi kita ako papansinin.

" By the way I am Josh. I came to tell you something," pagpakilala ako.

"Yeah? Anu yun?" She said. Kalmado lang yung tono Niya.

ZEI'S POV

Nagpipigil lang ako ng sarili ko. D*mn that girl.
I was about to go to the my locker and comfort room to change my uniform when somebody called me. Hays. Gusto ko na Sana mag change kase ang lagkit na talaga.

Oh. I know this guy. He's my classmate. The one who's always with the jerk but he looks so different. I mean he acts differently. Isn't it weird. Parang opposite sila. Well...
He's also handsome.

He looks like a nice guy. A model of a real student guy.

" By the way I am Josh. I came to tell you something."

Josh. Nice name.
At ano naman yung sasabihin niya?

" Sure. Go ahead." Sagot ko. He seems kind, siguro?? Kya ok lang siguro na kausapin ko siya.

"It's about Shanenne. You are new here. You do not know Shannene and you don't know what are the things that Shanenne might do to you. I just want to tell you to be careful. She's not someone whom you can easily mess with."

Oh is this guy showing his concern to me?? Pero honestly, medyo nainis ako. Like..wtf?!

Pero ngumiti lang ako sa kanya.

"Sure. Thank you for informing me but she don't know me as well so she'll better be careful to me as well. I'll go ahead Josh? I have to change my uniform."
I gave Josh a smile before leaving. Argh.. ano ba dapat? Should I be thankful or annoyed. Hindi rin nila ako kilala. Hmp.

I don't care about that girl. I'm not afraid either. Let her do what she wanted to do. Haha

Pagpunta ko sa locker tamang-tama. Andun rin si Shannene.

Maybe magpapalit rin.
Well it's a tie. Pareho kaming nabasa pero mas malala yung sakanya.

Sakin nasa likod lang yung basa pero sa kanya binuhos ko talaga sa ulo niya.

I can see she's furious.
Well me too.

Buti nga yun lang yung nagawa ko. I will let her pass this time but I won't let her treat me like an animal ever again.

After "THAT DAY" I have promised myself not to let anyone ruin my life.

I promised to protect myself from any hurt that other people might cause to me.

Wala na kasi siya.

Wala nang poprotekta sakin.

I have no one to lean on.

I have no one to trust.