My room always feels cold even with the heat on,
My bed hurts to sleep in, especially since you're gone,
Your scent still lingers on my pillow so I know it hasn't been that long,
But the idea of sleeping in that bed without you feels too wrong.
I still have unheard voicemails that I can't bring myself to play,
Everything in this bloody house reminds me of that fucking day,
I should've been more cautious, I should've never sent you away,
But I swear to God I was blinded by my anger and had some hurtful words to say.
But I would've rather we'd broken up than you leave me on this Earth alone,
Cause at least I'd still have a chance to hold you instead of laying on a sappy tombstone,
Because my house doesn't feel like my house, the bottom of this bottle is my new home,
I'm sorry I wasn't there baby, just tell me you aren't cold.
- A.S
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Unspoken Phrases
PoetryA collection of short poems about feelings in life, all written during my down time at work lol Topics include: Heartbreak/love Suicide/death Drugs/alcohol Depression Life
