I know I need help but I'm just not ready yet,
I don't want to become some therapist's experimental pet,
I think I need to figure out what's wrong before I'm all set,
I'd rather not explain my demons when they're something I'd rather forget.
I think that I'm searching for closure from a ghost,
And I don't know how to get it which is killing me the most,
It's fucking up my thoughts and I don't know how to cope,
I want this pain to end but all I can do is hope.
If I had one wish, it would be to turn off my feelings,
Maybe then seeking help would seem more appealing,
Until then though, I refuse to be revealing,
So if you call, you'll hear a voicemail that says "don't leave a message, I'm healing."
- A.S
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Unspoken Phrases
PoetryA collection of short poems about feelings in life, all written during my down time at work lol Topics include: Heartbreak/love Suicide/death Drugs/alcohol Depression Life
