Before 7 AM✿y•min✔

17:37

02:12 a.m.

Jimin: Hey Yoongi.

Jimin: I don't know if you still gonna read this message probably already in morning. I knew how your ass loves lying down on your bed.

Jimin: it's been a three days since the last time we saw each other at the bus stop. Are you having a short vacation in Daegu?

Jimin: with Tae? Yeontan?

Jimin: I don't know what is the best way to say this stuff since I'm not good at this.

Jimin: actually I've been thinking this in nth time if I'll say or leave my message just end here but Yoongi I have many things that I want to tell you and it's okay if you'll ignore my messages.
I understand.

Jimin: but if you want to know me well, I'll continue and I'll start from the very beginning.

Jimin: My parents got separated after four years marriage life--- much better use term 'divorce'. Yes, I grown up without a parents figure--- thankfully to my grandparents they raised me in good. I can't decide that time by myself  Yoongi, I'm just three years old kid without knowing how to survive life. I thought I'd already escape that circumstances but no

Jimin: everything just only started.

Jimin: I used to bullied during my elementary days. Those fcking days I'd still remembered. They bullied me caused I have no eomma and abeoji attending me in every school activities especially in child and parent's day. See? How pathetic narrowing minded society are. Perhaps it's not the main reason.

Jimin: I'm a small boy living in Busan. Being shy and small easy for me to be a target. See? How society literally change.

Jimin: Until Kim Jennie came, the sickly brat and I dated her in not serious way. Playful and innocent hating relationship. Come to think a 10 years old middle school student already dating, clueless what fck is? Lmao.

Jimin: despite the fact that how the way they treating me I'd still got someone in the end. Not a friend nor bestfriend but a girlfriend.

Jimin: However, there are some things couldn't be change, remain in constant. Everytime no Kim Jennie---that brat was a sickly girl ever since (until now, she's useless) I must survive myself again from a whole day mocking from my classmates even on my school mates. Only in library the part of school a place where I can't hear their insults, annoying voices, mocking laughs and see their disgusting and ugly faces. There I found my sympathy. A place where I keep myself afar from them.

Jimin: As time came Jennie needs to stop her study due to her health condition it was also the time I received more bad comments and hatred feedbacks. As no presence of Jennie I began to struggle there are times I don't already know how to interact towards other people. I don't know how I gonna put myself fit with them. I don't know how to start a conversation without being doubt. I'm lacked from those. All I knew their dislikes and how weak I am.

Jimin: Explaining why I have a tough attitude today.

Jimin: I couldn't dare myself to took a snack and lunch at the school canteen. Hell already awaits on me. Everyday, I found myself eating alone behind of the most corner big white bookshelf with one banana milk and one bar of Hersheys. If lunch came, I ate my lunch on silent avoided the librarian will mad at me due to first rule, don't bring any kind of foods.