Suicidal [Narry/Niam]

Chapter 18

Niall's Pov:

"Niall!" I hear Liam shout from the living room.

"Coming!" I shout back.

I wipe my eyes from the tears. I was scrolling through twitter reading hate. I get out of bed and run to the living room.

"Did you guys start yet?" I ask.

"No we were waiting for you." Harry said.

I sit on the couch next to Liam. Louis and Harry are sitting on the couch next to us. Zayn was under a blanket on the carpet. He was leaned up against the couch Louis and Harry were on.

"What movie should we watch first?" Zayn asks while scrolling through the movie section on tv.

"Oh! The Conjuring! I heard that was really good!" Louis points out. Ugh I hate scary movies. But any excuse to cuddle with Liam is worth it.

Zayn buys the conjuring for 5.99$. The movie starts up. After 5 minutes I think to myself 'maybe this wont be that bad'. Oh how wrong was I?

Something jumps out in the movie and me and Louis both yelp. Liam looks over at me and grins playfully. The movie only gets worse. 20 minutes in, I yelp even louder and get scared. I move closer to Liam who puts his arm around me.

I feel much better with his arm around me. I cuddle into him and lean into him. I stay in this position for the rest of the movie. I feel better with him protecting me. I know its just a movie, but with him around, nothing really scares me.

I feel slightly drowsy until the end of the movie. I could fall asleep in his arms like I did last night and be happy. When the movie ends, everyone but Louis and Harry are awake. Louis' cuddled up to Harry and sleeping. He's so cute when he sleeps. Zayn turns on some movie Ive never heard of before. Its kind of funny but not very interesting.

I begin to drift off and almost fall asleep about half way into the movie, but for some reason, I don't. I take out my phone and answer a couple text messages. Distracted, I go into my twitter feed. I read hate comments one after the other. Like earlier, there wasn't a lot of positive comments. Just a bunch of hate. I scroll through my feed for 5 about 5 minutes.

"Niall." I hear Liam whisper gently. "Whats wrong?"

I look up at him. "Nothing."

"Then why are you crying?" He asks. He puts his hand to my face and wipes away my tears with his thumb.

I didn't even realize I was crying. "I don't know."

Liam looks down at my phone closely. He sees what I was doing on it. "Niall why are you looking at all your hate comments?" He asks.

"I was just on twitter." Another tear falls down my face.

Liam rubs my upper arm with his arm thats around me. I pull myself closer into his chest and rest my head on it.

"Niall. You need to stop looking at all the hate. Please? Don't let them get to you." He tells me. He takes my phone and locks it. He puts it my phone next to my headphones on the table in front of the couch.

"Okay." I sob. "Sorry."

"Don't be sorry Ni. Just know that you're better then them. Please stop reading the hate in the future. I hate seeing you like this." He tells me. He kisses the top of my head. "Never cry again. I hate seeing you upset. It makes me upset."

I nod my head. I close my eyes and try to focus on sleep. Before I know it, I am.