Suicidal [Narry/Niam]

Chapter 14

Niall's Pov:

I get a text from Liam.

L: Hey. I need a favor.

N: Sure Li. Whats up?

L: Uh, could you get something from my bag in my room? Im at Dani's and I need something.

N: What is it?

L: In my bag by the door, theres a box of condoms.

Liam's going to fuck that bitch. He can do a lot better then her. I wish Liam liked me like how he likes Danielle. Maybe if Liam was single, he might notice me. I cant break them up though. But I know she will never love Liam like I do.

N: Sure. I'll bring you them.

L: Thanks. You're the best.

I go to the door to his room. Inside, I look to the left next to the door and there it is. His draw string backpack. I put the bag on the bed and open it. My phone flashes and a notification appears.

L: Its not in the front pocket.

Out of curiosity, I check the front pocket to see whats in there. I find nothing eye catching. Headphones, a pack of gum, some pocket money and change, etc. What makes me curious, is wondering what he thought was in there. Was he trying to hide something? Or was he simply just telling me that it wasn't in the front pocket. I wish I knew the answer. I opened his back and found the box of condoms on the top. I grabbed them.

N: I got them. I'll bring them to Danielle's.

L: Thanks Ni!

I bring the box of condoms with me and get into the car. I start driving to Danielle's house. I hate this. Danielle's a bitch. Liam can do better then her. Of course, I want him but he will never like me back. I don't really care about that though. Sure, I want to date him but Id rather have him be happy. He wouldn't want to date me anyway. I don't think Liam could really be happy with Danielle.

I pull into Danielle's driveway and park the car. I slam the car door and walk up the drive way to her door. I knock on the door and a couple seconds later, Liam opens it. He's shirtless.

"Hey Niall!" He tells me.

"Here's the condoms." I grab the box from my left pocket and pull it out for him to take.

"Oh. Um, thanks." He says.

I turn around and leave without saying anything. Tears begin to fall one by one down my face. A few moment before I get to the car, I hear the door close meaning it was open for about 8 seconds or so after the exchange between me and Liam.

I pull out of the driveway and I start driving back to the flat. Tears fall down my cheeks slowly as I get closer and closer to the flat. The closer I got to the flat, the faster the tears fell. I pulled over on the side of the road about 3/4 of the way there. My uncontrollable sobbing starts. I rest my head on the steering wheel and sob.

Ive loved Liam ever since I met him. It was love at first sight. Ive loved him through the bad and the good. I've never stopped loving him. I would do anything for him. Danielle's just a bitch who came around to be a slut for Liam. I doubt he loves her. She probably doesn't even love him. Why cant Liam love me? He kisses me when he's drunk and cuddles me in the morning. Does he like me or does he not? I just want a straight answer.

I love you Liam.

"I love you."