Suicidal [Narry/Niam]

Chapter 35

Niall's Pov:

"Niall, you coming out with us?" Zayn waved his arm to signal me to come with him.

I shook my head. "Nah Im fine." I told him.

He shrugged and walked out the door, shutting it behind him. I was left alone in the house for probably about 2 hours before any of them came back. I was glad I guess. I needed my quiet and alone time. The clock read 12:16. I sat on the couch for a moment, trying to find something to do with my time.

Maybe Ill try and go play guitar. I walked upstairs to my room. I left the door open as I grabbed my guitar and sat on the edge of the bed. I hunched over. I spent a moment tuning it quickly. I sighed slowly, letting out my breath.

What was I going to play?

I don't even know. I had an app on my IPhone called "Guitar Tabs". It had chords for pop songs along with sheet music and such. I looked through the song list and I saw a couple songs I liked so I randomly tapped on one that I thought would fit. "All of me" by John Legend is what I chose.

I eyed the chords for a moment and looked over the strumming pattern and chord changes. It seemed simple enough. I looked down and begun playing.

"What would I do without your smart mouth?

Drawing me in and you kicking me out,

Got my head spinning, no kidding.

I cant bring you down.

Whats going on in that beautiful mind?

Im on your magical mystery mind

And Im so dizzy, dont know what hit me.

But Ill be alright."

I couldn't help but think of Liam.

"My heads underwater but Im breathing fine.

You're crazy and Im out of my mind."

I heard a creek and looked over my shoulder and saw Liam standing in the door way. That didn't stop me though. I kept singing and playing. Every word became more meaningful.

"Cause all of me loves all of you.

Love your curves and all your edges.

All your perfect imperfections."

Liam doesn't have imperfections though. He's perfect in every damn way possible. He edges closer to me, eventually sitting next to me on the bed.

"Give your all to me.

Ill give my all to you.

Youre my end and my beginning.

Even when I lose Im winning.

Ill give you all, all, all of me.

And you give me all, all, all of you.

Ohhh"

I looked up at him. He was sitting next to me looking into my eyes and I was doing the same to him. His eyes were perfect. I could stare into them all day and never lose interest even for a second.

He inched his head closer to me. I looked at his lips for a moment. They began to pucker. I moved my head closer to his. We closed our eyes simultaneously and slowly.

Our lips collided and a spark was ignited. I felt everything I ever felt about him burn through me. He brought his hand up to my cheek bone and cupped it.

His lips tasted like the last time we kissed but without the mix of alcohol. His lips tasted much better. I push my lips towards him a bit more letting him know I enjoyed it. I wish this moment between us could last forever. Everything is perfect.

Liam pulled away from me. His eyes were still closed as our lips lingered together for a moment. He opens his eyes and backs up a bit.

"Liam..." I say. Shocked but also amazed.

"I love you." He blurted out.

He wasn't drunk. I could see the sincere in his eyes as he looked into mine. He really meant it. His love for me is real which overjoyed me to bits!

It shocked me for a second. I didn't know how to react. A bunch of things ran through my mind at first. Part of me was wondering what we were going to name our kids. But then again, we should see how things turn out first.

"I love you too." I whispered happily.

His face brightened up. His grin showed from ear to ear. He was obviously really happy.

Of course, I was thrilled! I didn't know what to with myself! I just kinda looked at him and smiled. He let out a cute little laugh from his happy grin. I followed.

He brought his smile closer to mine and locked it against mine. I wrapped my hand around his neck bringing him closer.