Suicidal [Narry/Niam]

Chapter 37

A/N: I've had this chapter for a while. I wrote this chapter sometime when I stopped writing the story. It is completely unedited or reviewed. As always, I hope you enjoy this chapter.

Niall's Pov:

I needed another drink. I haven't had a drink for a couple of days now and Im getting a bit moody. Louis just pissed me off so much. He pushed every single button I had throughout the whole day.

I grabbed a sweatshirt off the hanger in my closet and pulled it on. I shut the door to my room behind me and walked down the hallway to Liam's room.

I knocked on the door to his room. I heard of ruffling of bed sheets and then a voice.

"Yeah?" Liam asked.

"Can I come in?" I asked him.

"Uh, why?" He asked a bit confused.

I suppose I don't need to ask him to get a drink face to face.

"Um..." I thought about it for a moment. "Never mind. Hey! Do you want to come get a drink with me or something?"

"Sure!" He sounded pleased.

"Cool. Ill be in the living room." I said

I made my way to the living room and sat on the couch. I pulled out my phone and started going through twitter and my messages and such. It seems I've been getting a lot more hate recently. I wouldn't blame them though. I hate myself too. Zayn came into the living room.

"Hey mate." Zayn said.

"Hey." I responded.

"Where are you going at this time of night?"

"Just out for a drink with Liam."

"Again?" He sounded a bit hurt. "Man, you've been drinking a lot lately."

Trying not to raise suspicion or anything, I decided to just laugh it off.

Quickly trying to change the subject, I ask "Hey, do you have any smokes with you?"

"Yeah." He pulls out a couple of cigarettes from his pockets along with his lighter and places them in my hand. "Take good care of my lighter. I want it back."

"Ah, thanks lad. Will do." I said.

Liam comes out around the door way and leans against the wall.

"Ready?" He asks.

I have to admit, he looks really hot right now. He has on a pair of slim jeans, his work boots and a white t-shirt with a design on it. I could probably bang him right here and not care that Zayn was watching!

"Uh..." I say.

A bit disjointed from staring at Liam, I hear him laugh when he sees me checking him out. Zayn doesn't know about us so its kind of hard to keep it a secret.

"Ready." I eventually force myself to say.

He smiles at me. A smile that could change any straight man.

"Lets go." He says.