Everything You Are - Brendon Urie *completed* (part 2/3)

sorry for the fake update :(

hey guys i know i've been gone for like a month and a half and i am so sorry i never meant to be gone this long

yes i did change my username from LucasLetsBeNaughty to up_brendons_ass. that's my username on both my tumblr and AO3 so it's just easier to have it all consistent. also, this account used to be a shared account but neither of the other writers are active anymore so we've agreed to just make it one account that i will just be taking over.

as i've probably mentioned before i work 2 jobs so i'm really busy a lot of the time and often come home exhausted and not really in the mood to write, and i've also been severely depressed the past few months which has made updating difficult as well. a lot of the blame from this is because one of my jobs i absolutely hate and it's physically and mentally draining to be at. i'm going to quit next month and hopefully i'll be back to myself especially after that.

however i'm not here to rant about my mental health or how much i hate my job i'm here to apologize because i disappeared again without a trace!

i also started working on 2 new fics that i've been pretty wrapped up in, i started this brallon fic where brendon is a little church boy and dallon is a bad boy, it's super angsty and emo and i've been having a lot of fun with that. and i also started a brallon fic based in the harry potter universe that i'm writing with my sister and i've been having LOADS of fun with that one as well, it's really funny to write and just a joy in general.

i am NOT abandoning this fic! i have worked so hard on it and put so much effort into doing my best with it and keeping it going, i've spent nearly 2 years working on it now counting the time i spent planning it before i published it, and there is no way i'm throwing all that work down the drain. updates will possibly be slow but i have not forgotten. i'm going to try my very best to have an update published by the end of this week, if not then definitely next week. i reached a point of writers block, got distracted and got working on my other fics and completely disregarded this one. (also keep in mind that i have ADHD and it makes sitting down to write difficult especially on particularly bad days where i just CANNOT sit still)

i love all of the comments and votes you have all left on this, and although i don't always reply to every one of them i do see all of them and i appreciate them so much! you guys are the ones who have kept me from giving up on this altogether, reminding me that there are some people who do enjoy what i've written and that means SO MUCH to me. 

bottom line, i've been going through some internal shit and disregarded this fic for a while. i'm not giving up on it, and i will try and get back into the swing of things as soon as i can. thank you for your patience x <3

-chey