I Talk Too Much

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for anyone who's been putting up with me for a few books

for anyone who may not be interested in what i have to say but votes anyways

for anyone who's tried to calm me down or lift me up

for anyone who i don't talk to as much anymore but still considers me a friend

for anyone who i never reply to

for anyone who i talk to way too often

for anyone i've snarked at

for anyone who tolerated when I failed a deadline

for anyone who binge-read AWU and told me it was good

for anyone who reads my books but never comments

for anyone who might've gotten into a fandom because i suggested it

for anyone who cared enough to ask me to explain something i hadn't been clear about

for anyone who offered me suggestions or advice

for anyone who might feel obligated to deal with me for whatever reason

thank you

i love you

i'm sorry

so sorry

i'm sorry i can never finish things when i say i will

i'm sorry i'm so long-winded

i'm sorry i'm such a mess and push it on you guys

i'm sorry i tend to be so emotional

i'm sorry i don't try harder

i'm sorry i'm so predictable and boring

i'm sorry i have so many bad days

i'm sorry i'm so bad at explaining myself

i'm sorry i'm here

Peace, love, and rainy days
~Nina