no it isn't over yet

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hi

um

i'm not dead

that was not a suicide note

i have been crying

all your comments brought me to tears but in a good way

i will be okay

that's really all i can say i think

i will be okay

not today

not right now

but i will


i'm sorry for always dumping this stuff on you guys

i need to write it down to get it out of my head

and i don't know why i post it

i think just

knowing that someone sees what's going on makes me feel a bit better, but it also adds to the guilt of  'you're hurting the people you care about' and i just

hhnnnn

i feel like a mess

i'm pretty sure if you personified a trainwreck, it would look a lot like me


Peace, love, and Digital Daggers

~Rush and Nina

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