I looked at him and he was full of bruises on his face. He also have a cut on his lips. It's been two days since we talked. Ayoko siyang kausapin dahil ako na ang nahihiya sa kanya. He's trying to talk to me, pero hindi ko siya pinapansin. This way is better rather than I burst out and get mad to him
Ayokong magkaroon ng galit sa kanya kaya mas mabuti na hindi na lang kami mag-usap. He just kept saying, he doesn't remember anything how it happened. He just thought that I was Julia. Ano naman ang magagawa ko doon? Ayaw niya pa aminin na he liked what he did. Hindi naman ako magagalit.
I will not be angry over things like that. Ako ang matatalo that's why I'm distancing myself na lang to him para both of us have peace. I'm so kind na nga. I'm still hurting pa rin. I cried kanina when I woke up pero that was just a minute.
Knight beat him, even War and Yours are angry at him. Hindi ko naman sila mapipigilan diyan. I just want peace. Ayokong gumawa ng away.
Nasa dulo na rin siya at hindi na kami magkatabi. Katabi ko si Knight at siya ang nasa kabilang dulo. Yours is beside Sev at si War na ang nasa gitna. It's a good thing na rin. We just have to get through with this and win the championship.
Our practice is done and I will sleep at my parent's house. Uuwi na rin si Lolo. Naiiyak na naman ako dahil I promised to him na ipapakilala ko si Sev sa kanya. Wala na tuloy akong ipapakilala sa kanila.
I told Atticus to not tell Mama and Papa and Lolo what was the reason for our break up. I will just tell them that our relationship is not that deep and we decided to be friends na lang.
Naniwala naman sila.
My teammates and the whole management knows that we're acquired by The One Entertainment. We also had a press conference yesterday and everything went good naman. Good thing that the interviewer didn't ask about Hunter and I since I told Atticus beforehand.
"Are you okay, Amery?" Lolo asked. I looked at him and smiled.
"Yes po, why?" I asked.
He looked at me like he was reading my mind. I just laughed and ate chicken. I'm feeling stressed these days but I'm trying to control my stress and also my heartbreaks. I don't want this pain to control my system. I don't want to lose. If I cried and cried and cried, I would get sick as my body would not like it. I don't want that to happen.
I didn't do anything. I just loved a person I thought was mine. I didn't do anything wrong.
"Are you sure that you're okay?" Atticus asked. I will sleep with him.
"Mhmm. Sleepy na po," mahinang sambit ko sa kanya. Niyakap niya ako nang mahigpit at hinaplos ang buhok ko. I suddenly remember Sev as he always does that to me so I can sleep.
I miss him na, but I can force myself to him. I will never tolerate cheating. I love him so much but love isn't just a factor in a relationship. It comes with trust, loyalty and respect. I didn't even got those from him.
I slept peacefully and the dreamland took me.
Today is our game and I drove to the venue at 1pm. Nandoon na sila at naghihintay. I sat beside War and he told me things about the heroes that I should consider.
The atmosphere is different. It feels heavy. I don't like this.
Sev tried to talk to me but Knight stopped him. I just looked at him, and he looked stress and sleep deprived. What is he doing to himself?
"Amery," mahinang tawag niya sa akin. Umiwas na lang ako ng tingin at hindi siya pinansin. Hindi na rin niya ako tinawag at nilayo na siya ni Knight sa akin.
