seanathan leward imagines:)

imagine 11; since when?

Sean's POV:

I need y/n.

Not because I'm lonely or stressed out.

Just because i want to experience this with her. I find her so intelligently beautiful.

And i shouldn't. Because she's my best friend. But i do. Every time i see her i get butterflies and my heart is lit on fire and i have no idea why.

Sometimes when she sleeps over i watch her quietly sleep. She's always so peaceful, even when she's crazy.

She doesn't love herself. She thinks she's ugly. She thinks she's not worth living. But i think she's worth everything.

She's not only my best friend, she's my biggest support system, my comforter, my world, my heart.

I'd die before i let anyone hurt her. And even then I'd probably come back and haunt the shit out of whoever hurts her.

She's just so amazing.

As the phone rang i put it on speaker as i laid on so many blankets and pillows on my rooftop.

She finally picked up and her beautiful voice answered.

"Hiya Sean." She was happy for some reason. I could hear it in her voice. Her beautiful, soft, and meaningful voice.

I giggled. "Hey pretty. Look out your window."

She lives across the street so she can see me and where i am. I got up from my place and stood so she could see me.

As she walked up to her window she smiled and she held the phone to her ear.

"What are you doing crazy kid?" I watched her giggle at me and listened through the phone. I'm just addicted.

I laughed. "I'm not sure goofing around. But it's so incomplete without you sweetie. So come over would ya?" She quietly chuckled and smiled hugely at me through the window.

I stared at her. She smiled. "I'm coming lewser." She paused and looked at me. "Oh by the way your fly is down."

"WHAT?!" I looked down and it wasn't.

I could hear her beautiful laugh through the phone and i shook my head.

"Very funny cutie. Get over here before i take back my offer." She laughed.

God i love her laugh. She hates it but i think it's beautiful. "I'm on my way." She smiled at me and hung up.

About 5 minutes later i heard her climbing up the ladder and she walked over and looked at me on the roof.

"You are crazy wildcat." Oh my gosh she's so cliche. I'm intoxicated by it though so i guess it works for us.

I smiled. "Then you're insane you adorable geek." She blushed. I love that so much.

I wish i could make her blush all the time. She's so happy.

I patted the area next to me for her to sit down and she did.

"Come on, get comfortable you're staying here all night with me." She took off her vans and placed them beside her. She took the blanket and crawled under it.

I laughed at her.

She stared at the sky while i stared at her.

"It's so beautiful isn't it? All these things were made and we don't know the purpose but we appreciate their beauty." She spoke softly and sighed after.

I smiled at her. "Your mind is so poetic and artistic." I cant stop smiling at her. It's impossible.

She looked over at me with an expression i can't really decipher. "I love your attention to detail. It shows how much you care." I smiled.