seanathan leward imagines:)

imagine 16; this one time

Your POV:

Sean and i have been hanging out almost everyday for the past 8 months and i couldn't be happier with him.

He's so fun. The way he just does what his heart wants and is always so goofy and sarcastic.

He's sweet too. Too sweet. Sometimes he's so sweet i just instantly blush when i see him. It makes me wonder what's wrong with him.

In the best way possible...obviously.

He's intelligent. The way he speaks is so clever and poetic i can never turn away from him when he talks.

He's handsome. So handsome it hurts. His jawline, his beautiful eyes. His amazingly adorable dimples.

Every time i look at him. My heart. God my heart just yearns for him.

He's just so interesting.

"Y/N!!!!" Sean screamed taking me out of my trance.

I hope i didn't say any of that out loud.

"Yeah?" I looked at him and questioned.

He sighed relieved. "What is wrong with you? What are you thinking about?" He said giving me a confused look.

I laughed and shook my head saying nothing.

He shrugged and ignored it.

"Come here." He stated before i could zone out again.

He was sitting on the floor while i was on the couch.

As i was zoning out he had put on a video game and said he was gonna 'teach me how to play'.

He made me sit between his legs so he could show me how to play. "Okay so have you even heard of this before?" I laughed and said nope.

He giggled.

I got shivers when he put his arms around me so he could hold the controls and show me where everything was.

As the game started he took over so i just let go of the controller as he kept playing.

He didn't notice but it's okay because i thought it was adorable how focused he was.

After the game had ended i laughed and said "Sean you didn't even teach me anything. You just played...by yourself." He laughed.

I could feel him shrug behind me and he rested his chin on my shoulder as he put the controller down and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Yeah i guess your right. I got too comfortable. I think it's you." He claimed and gently pushed me. i turned around and gave him a stupid look.

"Me huh?" I questioned as he looked at me.

He nodded in response and exhaled.

"What about me?" I giggled.

He sighed as if he didn't know how to explain what he was thinking. "I'm not sure. You just make me feel some type of way. I'm not sure what is it. But I'm pretty sure it's never going away." He smiled at me.

And for once i noticed something in him that i had never noticed before.

Suddenly he became more than Sean. All of a sudden he was so much more than what i had known. Suddenly i saw him so differently in the most unexpected and captivating way.

Suddenly the innocent and clever boy i knew was romantic and god it was the most weirdly unblemished thing I've ever felt.

The way he looked at me. i could feel him breathing against my skin. I could smell his cologne. It wasn't even that weak axe cologne that is gut wrenching.